i\'m miserable and lonely

By anonymous at 27,Feb,12 20:40

I googled "Is life fair" tonight because I feel so tough in finding a good job. I'm not unemployed but my current contract will expire soon. I'm not even a U.S citizen that means if I can't find a job I have to go back to my country, and I don't want to go back now. Maybe I shouldn't feel depressed because I am becoming a daddy soon, my wife loves me and I also have a few friends. Maybe some people will say "look, you got all these things why are you not happy?" I don't know.

Buddy, perhaps I have different backgrounds from you, but I totally understand how it feels with no friends to go out for a beer. I just feel so bored sometimes with what I'm doing now. And the worst thing is that I want to continue this kind of job forever! What's wrong with me? I go to church often, I believe in God but I don't know what's God's plan on me.

By anonymous at 27,Feb,12 22:11

Given the date, I realize this is late, and I can only hope you guys see this, but I'll give it a try just in case . . .

To bEn . . .

First of all. I am an older woman that happens to know that the cards were stacked against you. Women have been groomed for quite a long to time to convince their sons that women would adopt similar roles to men, while women have been groomed to believe they don't need men at all. It's a nasty catch twenty-two that leaves too many of you feeling restless at best, and worthless at worst.

What does that mean in the end? It means you have to man up. Not the figure of speech "man up", but the natural kind that literally, biologically, defines you.

You don't have to believe in God to know we were built diferently for a reason. You can apply simple science and reach the same conclusions. Either way, you need to know that your very existence is being undermined by fanatics that actually benefit from the destruction of your mental health.

Read into that what you want. Bottom line is that whatever your view, the solution to your dilemna is clear. You have to recognize that to excell, you have to find like minded people. Opposites attract? Crap logic. If you like bowling, and your significant other likes sewing, then you beter pray she's ready to sew you a bag because the odds she's tossing a few balls that don't leave you feeling emasculated - are slim to none.

More simply put, if she inspired you, if she was your true partner, then you wouldn't be confessing here, you'd be someplace else, doing something else, that benefitted you as a couple.

Mr "wished he had someone to go have a beer with"? How about your spouse? Do you think she wouldn't rather be with you? She was friends enough for you to marry but not enough to club hop with? I'd love it if my other half asked me out. And before you get hung up on the part where she's pregnant, she doesn't have to drink alcoholic beverages to keep you company.

Listen, I only found this site because I have a spouse that got caught in the cross-fire of this fabricated junk they call "for me." He's a decent man that I called friend for years before I had the priveledge of calling husband. But things changed and I couldn't figure out why on my own. So I did some homework. And after countless hours I came to learn that people were not just being fed garbage, but that they were ingesting it.

Take my word or go to the PEW institute where every date, every stat on every trend is. And when you're done, go to any ".gov" to see how much money is being spent to ruin you from the inside out.

In the least it saves your sanity. In the most, it saves your soul.

By anonymous at 28,Feb,12 02:24

I can relate to your story almost verbatim. i'm 31 and in almost the exact same situation except i pay half the bills where i live. I wish I could say it gets better, but at this point it looks like it only goes down hill. Honestly not a day goes by where i don't think of ending it, not even because i'm depressed, but because i'm just tired of this pathetic, monotonous existence and i can't seem to find a way out.
i live with my mom in a trailer and am single. i make a couple dollars more but have no healthcare and spend almost all of my cash between rent, food, and transportation leaving me too broke to go out on a date,let alone replace clothes, handle an emergency, pay back debts, etc..

it's hard as hell to meet people our age because most people have paired up and had children, so i am also lonely as hell. have a couple friends i talk to every now and again, but spend most of my free time alone on the computer. playing video games, reading stories, or looking at porn.
I've been alone so long i almost think i'm too crazy to relate to anyone else anyway. it's strange how after a while the desperation just dissolves into a nihilistic resignation. i've been single for years now and i'm not even a bad looking guy. i just don't feel like i have anything to offer a woman right now, so i've pretty much given up on dating.
I feel like i'm trapped in some type of perpetual adolescence, it's become a prison for me. i'm spending life on one video game after another. i don't even joy video games anymore. I just play them out of boredom.
I would love to go back to school. I did well when i applied myself but i was immature and blew my chance because of the substance abuse issues i was struggling with at the time. Never failed a test but managed to flunk out of college. i would just go on binges and neglect my responsibilities. I've grown up a lot since them, but i can't go back to school because i defaulted on my loans, 16,000 became over 50,000 and i can't even afford the minimal payments to get my debt back on track.I feel like a ghost watching a horror show.
I know this is whiny and most of my problems are self created, but it is so frustrating feeling like there is no hope, no second chance to change things. It honestly feels like the door is closed, and i'm playing out a game already lost.

By anonymous at 28,Feb,12 05:23

you are alive and that's all that matters.Appreciate at least the fact that you are alive and you had the opportunity of posting this (meaning you had or have internet access)As long as you are alive, it's never too late.

By anonymous at 28,Feb,12 05:55

I think it all has to do with your attitude and perception on things. I had it harder i just lost my mom and sister and got my niece out of foster care and i am alone, yet im very positive about things. You have to change the way you think. Your not a loser, there is someone for everyone. First, you have to work on yourself, take yoga, meditate, gym, make new friends there is a site called www.meetup.com where you can find people with common interest. Me fortunately i model and to make extra funds i clean apartments. At this time in my life i am taking yoga classes and work on my spirtiual life. Iam working on becomming a better person, things i have to work on is being less opinionated, less judgemental, and not compare my life to others that have more. I am grateful to be alive and healthy and just enjoying life. Mind you, i have been thru horrible depressions when my mom passed away, and after i took my niece out of foster care and helped the father he took advantage of me used me and my sister in florida said horrible things about me, yet i forgive and try to forget and move on. In life you have to move forward, continue on. And if you didnt go to school it is never too late to take a course at a community college, or find things to do. Prayer helps alot, and you have to change no one else will do it for you. Remember, you are alive and make the best of life. Life can be hell, or it can be heaven it all depends on you. I hope this advice helps. I never give up, i went to college 7 years alway continue my education and keep trying, doesnt matter if people like me or not. I pay my own rent and im a survivor. There is always light at the end of the tunnel. Never give up...

By at 29,Feb,12 00:28

Dude why dont you join the military? You would be able to move out since the military will pay for your living. You will be put in a specific field of study and once you get out of the military you will have experience in that field. I have a friend who worked with radars and satelites in the military and he got out and got a job with boeing and makes like 80,000 dollars a year. He got his security clearance from the military as well. Im telling you just go do four years in the military and it will change your life. Just dont join and go infantry. You cant do anything with that when you get out. Shoot you might even like the military and stay in and do 20 years and retire and than find another job and barely have to work or even work to be honest. If you join the military you will be taken care of. The military isnt just about going to war like most people think. In the Iraq war we had around 5000 people die and we have a little over 1,000,000 troops. You can even travel the world and see things that a lot of people will never see in their life time. Im telling you to do it man. Man up an do this and you wont regret it.

By anonymous at 24,Aug,12 19:07

I will love to share my testimony to all my friends because i never believe i will have my girlfriend back. When i called her she never picked my calls,She deleted me on her Facebook and she changed her Facebook status.when i went to her to her place of work she told her friends she never want to see me.I tried all i could do to have her back with me but all did not work out until i met a Man when i Travel to Africa to meet my aunt.I told her my problem and i all have passed through in getting her back and how she embarrass me in her place of work,he told me he is going to help me but don�t believe that in the first place.but he swore he will help me out and he told me the reason why my girlfriend left me and also told me some hidden secrets.i was amazed when i heard that from him,he said he will cast a spell for me and i will see the results in the next couple of days..then i travel back home the following day and i called him when i got home,he said he is busy casting those spells and he has bought all the materials needed for the spells,he said am gonna see positive results in the next 3 days that is Thursday. My girlfriend called me at exactly 10:35am on Thursday and apologies for all she had done, she said she never knew what she�s doing she promised not to do that again.It was like am hallucinating when i heard that from her and when we ended the call,i called the man and told him my girlfriend called me on phone apologies. Am posting this to the forum for everybody that is interested in meeting the man for help this is his email address :alomaspelltemple@gmail.com All i have to say is THANK YOU DOCTOR

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By anonymous at 11,Jul,12 20:56

Damn. I think u can find a way thru this.

By louger at 24,Nov,12 17:26

My girlfriend recently ended a 2 year relationship a few weeks ago. She said she wanted more time to do her own thing and not have to worry about being with someone. To me that meant she was looking for other people. But now shes saying shed rather not hook up with random guys, but i want to thank the winexbackspell@gmail.com from the bottom of my heart. after i received a love spell from Therapist Oniha after some days my girlfriend realize that it was a mistake for living me for another guy. I am very happy now that things are better since Oniha cast the spell to win my girlfriend back,she now always want to be with me,i am very happy.

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By anonymous at 09,Apr,13 05:32

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By anonymous at 08,May,13 00:28

I am happy to report that my Ex and I are now happily back together. I have to say it was effortlessly done! Within 48 hours, My wife is back in my life. My wife left me six months ago. The longer she�s gone, the more I see what a jerk I was. At first, I blamed her for leaving. I told her she was �wrong�. In fact, I slapped Scripture on her, trying to guilt-induce her any way I could. My anger only pushed her farther away. I can�t believe the way I acted. My wife gave me chance after chance, and I ignored her.

I contacted Dr Wicca and within a few minutes of speaking with him, I realized that Dr Wicca was the one person whom I could completely trust. I just wanted to thank you for all your help!
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By Sandra at 31,May,13 17:53

My name is Sandra and i want to testify of the good work done by a faithful Dr Osoba, a spell caster. in my life i never thought there is such thing as spiritual intercession. my problem started nine months back when the father of my kids started putting up some strange behavior, i never knew he was having an affair outside our matrimonial home. it dawn on me on that faithful day 19th of April 21st 4:23pm when he came to the house to pick his things that was when i knew that situation has gotten out of hand and he then told me he was quitting the marriage which i have built for over five years, i was confused and dumbfounded i called on family and friends but to no avail. two months after i started having problem with my kids welfare rent-age and all of it, i really went through hell. until a day i was browsing on the internet and i happen to meet a spell caster i never believed on this but i needed my man back so i gave the spell caster my problem at first i never trusted him so i was just doing it but you know a problem shared is half solved after a week my husband called me telling me that he his coming back home and that was all. now we are living happily and i still do contact him on this email: osobaspelltemple@yahoo.com

By kathleen at 07,Jun,13 07:34

I want to say thank you thank you thank you to Ancient ekadu for everything so far. To everyone who doesn�t believe in spell, I was one of those ones at first. I wasn�t quite sure if I wanted to do this since I�ve tried others so-called spells casters and they did not work and was a waste of my time and money. However, when I read through the testimonials of other people at this website and after I talked Ekadu who answered all my questions and was very nice about everything, I decided to give it a try. I figured it would be my last try to get my guy back. So my story is that I was at my office when the guy I am in love with told me that he wasn�t in love with me and never will be and that he didn�t want to speak or see me again, especially since he was talking to this other girl. When I talked to Dr ekadu, he let me know which spells would be most appropriate for me and I chose the ones that was to get him back to me and stay with me and want to marry me.As soon as he started on the spells, my guy came back into my life! It was a miracle to me and I�m so thankful for that. Things have been going well, and pretty much according to what Dr ekadu said would happen. He�s always there when you need him and that�s also after the spell is done. I�m still waiting for the spells to completely manifest, but with all that has happened so far I�m very happy because given only four months ago in March, if you asked me or my friends if I would have anticipated how things were right now�no one would believe it! Lara. contact is email address ekaduspell@hotmail.com Kathleen

By Renaldo Verma at 16,Jun,13 14:36

I am speechless to be honest am shocked, after so many problems from my girlfriend and both our families. I thought this was all life have to give to me and all hope of survivor was gone. My problems started when my family rejected my soul mate and i was also treated like trash,the one that have been my college sweet heart,i tried every means possible for her to be accepted but all to no avail, than i read about Dr Wicca online and i decided to ask for his help ASAP,if there is any way i can get my girlfriend to be accepted by my family and also for her family to accept me and for both families come to an understand that we cant live without one another.

To my greatest surprise Dr Wicca did it within 24 hours and now am the most happiest man on earth. Thank u Dr Wicca for your amazing spell... I will recommend Dr. Wicca to anyone who are having ruffle time in their love life, looking for a better job, lottery spells, business spell, good luck spell, resolve family matters. You can contact him on: dr.wiccahightemple@gmail.com or find him on facebook on facebook.com/wicca.temple

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By anonymous at 05,Jul,13 21:33

I am Terry Perkins from Uk, i want to thank Dr Odigie for the Money spell he casted for me, i have suffer all my life and life has not been fair to me, i hardly see
food to eat, i was so frustrated that i almost wanted to kill myself, No body loves me, my wife have to run away from me because there was no means to care for her, i have been on my own for the past 10 years praying to God to answer my pray, until one faithful morning when i turn on the television where i listen to someone who was talking about how he got rich with the help of a spell cast Dr Odigie, so i also decided to contact him, and let him no i wanna be rich and famous, he told me not to worry that it will take just 2 days to cast the spell and after casting the spell for me, i received a letter from 20 company beging me to come and work for them, right now am currently employed with a well paid job, and i also won a jackpot lotto of 1,000,000 Pounds, my heart is filled with joy. am so rich and happy, my family is back again, i wanna thank Dr Odigie for everything and i pray that God keep using him to bless everyone in the UK, his contact address is lovespellsolutionhome@yahoo.com

By amanda at 05,Jul,13 21:34

I don�t just know how to start am just short of word�s i am so happy to get back my ex boyfriend back with the help of Dr Odigie,This Dr Odigie has brought back happiness into my life that i have lacked for year,My name is Amanda am from the United State of America,Am just so happy today and today has been the happiest day of my life and this happiness has brought me joy and am so happy,Because Dr Odigie brought back my lover Scott into my arms without any delay,After my lover left me for good 2years,i was in deep pain and always thinking because i truly loved Tricia,Until a faithful day listen to the radio due to boredom,Then in which i had a lady shouting in happiness about the great thing Dr Odigie has done how Dr Odigie brought back her lover back into her arms within 36hours,when i had that goodness i decided to contact Dr Odigie immediately,Because i was desperate in getting in touch with him,So i got in touch with him,Which then i told him my problem and he promised in bringing back scott back to my arms within 24hours,And then when i had that scott would be back to my arms within 24hours i was so happy and waiting to feel scot,And really scot came into my arms within 24hours,Begging me for forgiveness,i was so happy when i saw scott, now my lover is fully back to my arms due to the help of this great man Dr Odigie who has bought back happiness into our great country (Usa) Please friend in need of help you don�t need to go far all you need to do is for you to kindly contact Dr Odigie for help,Because he his trustworthy and straight forward,You can contact him on his private mail,(lovespellsolutionhome@yahoo.com)

By mary at 05,Jul,13 21:35

Have just experience the wonders of Dr Odigie that have been spread on internet and worldwide, How he marvelously helped people all over world to restored back their marriage and get back lost lovers, and also helping people get job and money spell. it was Tuesday when i contacted him after going through his testimonies from different countries, i told him about my husband that abandoned me about 8months ago, and left home with all i had..Dr Odigie only told me to smile 3 times and have a rest of mind he will handle all in just 48hrs, he requested for my picture and his, and also told me to get some items which i did send all he need to him, After the second day Anthony called me, i was just so shocked, i pick the call and couldnt believe my ears, he was really begging me to forgive him and making promises on phone..He came home and i let him in and also took me to his bank and change all his details to mine and also got me a new car just for him to proof his love for me. i was so happy and called Dr Odigie and thanked him, he only told me to share the good news all over the world ..Well if your need an effective and real spell caster for any problem in your life you can contact Dr Odigie : lovespellsolutionhome@yahoo.com

By Alex at 05,Jul,13 21:37

Hello Am ALEX from the united state i am a medical Doctor and am always busy,But my love Kate could not cope and she decided to ask for a divorce i really loved and cherish Kate and was ready to do anything to make her happy when Kate told me that she need a divorce i was thinking may be she was joking then i got a mail from my lawyer saying that Kate has other for a divorce and we need to be in court Next Monday i was like no this will never happen i got home did not meet Kate at home she has packed all her belonging,i was so frustrated and down could not even concentrate on my work.As i was going through a magazine looking through the Picture at the back of it saw a testimony and the Heading was I WANT TO THANK Dr Odigie FOR MAKING MY LOVER CANCEL THE DIVORCE.i sat upright and read the testimony and saw how Dr Odigie helped a lady in bring back her relationship without wasting much of time i instantly contacted Dr Odigie and shared my problem with him but he told me not to worry that he assures me that my love would cancel the divorce within 24 hours really my lover did so.As i got home so Kate with all her belongings outside pleading that i should forgive her which i did am so happy now the Divorce has been cancelled and Kate is back home and she loves me more than anything in this world,All thanks to Dr Odigie you don't need to cry anymore Dr Odigie has been sent by God to clean out tears you can contact Dr Odigie on lovespellsolutionhome@yahoo.com

By anonymous at 04,Aug,13 09:53

THE MIGHTY SPELL CASTER THAT HELPED ME SOLVED MY CRITICAL PROBLEM.
I dont know how to really thank Dr Raypower for what he did for me. My Name is Precious from South Korea, i was dating this man who i loved very much for over six years now without any problem in our relationship. so at a point he changed so suddenly after returning from the office and started behaving so strangely. it even got to the extent that he told me it was over and i should never call him again. This was a person that loved me with everything that he had. When i told my friend jenny what happened, she introduced me to a great spell caster called DR RAYPOWER. At first sight this man told me all my problems that it was his secretary that used a charm on him. Dr Raypower told me not to worry that he will help me solve the problem. The following day, i was in the house in a sober mood when i first received a message from my boyfriend that he was very sorry and before i dropped the phone, he called me again to say he is on his way home and that he was truly sorry for everything. To my greatest surprise, one week later he engaged me and we got married. All Thanks to Dr raypower. You can email him at raypowersolutionhome@gmail.com for any problem that you have. once again his email address is raypowersolutionhome@gmail.com

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