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endless downward spiral....

Posted by idiot at May 9, 2010
Tags: 2010 May  Money  Poverty

so im now in my mid 30s, always worked for a living... about 2 years ago my job closed down, and ever since all ive been able to find are jobs for $8/hr part time, did i mention i have a college degree??? im in the process of filing bankruptcy, losing my house, and my car got repoed while i was in the hospital... and now im pregnant with a high risk pregnancy, not allowed to work so i have absolutely no money, living with my bf in a delapated trailer that would be condemned if inspected, and have no control over anything in my life. to add insult to injury, my bf is married to someone else... he promised he would be divorced before the babys born,but we all know that isn't gonna happen... he hasn't seen her in over 6 years, but has excuse after excuse not to get divorced. in a matter of a little over a year i went from being a professional in control of all aspects of my life to a trailer park princess living off the mercy of a married man, wondering every fucking day what the real reason is that he wont get divorced, and whats gonna happen next... i don't think i can fall much further down the spiral, but im sure another bomb is waiting just around the corner for me.


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By anonymous at 11,May,10 09:54

Yeah, that really sucks. I hope for your sake and your baby's sake you take steps to take back control and make better choices with who you let into your life. My mom was off in fantasy land with men and money-making opportunities that lost tons of money when I was growing up and we've both turned out like shit.

By anonymous at 11,May,10 20:24

Get a job already. If you miscarry this douche bags kid it'll be the best thing that could happen for both of you. If not then adopt it out. Better than being stuck for life with a loser and user. And get your head examined so you stop making such shitty choices in men. Use birth control too.

By anonymous at 24,Jun,10 06:22

you are one stupid bitch to get pregnant when you are this broke. go drown both you and than bastard child in your stomach. the world has no use for dumbfucks like you.

By anonymous at 28,Jun,12 07:57

I hope you are doing better

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