so im now in my mid 30s, always worked for a living... about 2 years ago my job closed down, and ever since all ive been able to find are jobs for $8/hr part time, did i mention i have a college degree??? im in the process of filing bankruptcy, losing my house, and my car got repoed while i was in the hospital... and now im pregnant with a high risk pregnancy, not allowed to work so i have absolutely no money, living with my bf in a delapated trailer that would be condemned if inspected, and have no control over anything in my life. to add insult to injury, my bf is married to someone else... he promised he would be divorced before the babys born,but we all know that isn't gonna happen... he hasn't seen her in over 6 years, but has excuse after excuse not to get divorced. in a matter of a little over a year i went from being a professional in control of all aspects of my life to a trailer park princess living off the mercy of a married man, wondering every fucking day what the real reason is that he wont get divorced, and whats gonna happen next... i don't think i can fall much further down the spiral, but im sure another bomb is waiting just around the corner for me. | |
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