On the outside, i make it look like i'm just A-ok. On the inside, its a dark, empty hole. Life's done nothing for me but bring stress and disappointment and hopelessness. My parents divorced when i was a little kid, my dad and i practically hate each other, my mom and i are living in two different worlds, i'm sucked up in drugs and alcohol, i dont have anyone.....anyone at all, except this girl and thats even going nowhere. I met this girl last year, and she's the center of my world and she knows it, but i dont know if she even feels the same. I'm actually almost positive she doesnt, and she's all i got. I cant lose her, but i cant keep chasing a dream that was never there. I'm only 16, and i want to end it all. God put me on this earth as a joke, whats the point anymore? Something held me back the last time the shotgun was pointed at my head, and i dont know what did, because theres nothing i have that is a reason to keep me on this world. At this rate i'll be lucky to live to be 18. Life's one big dark cave with no hope of an exit. I just wish i had someone to make my life worth living. Thanks for listening everyone who reads this, it means a lot.. | |
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