LIFE SUCKS

Bulid me up just to bring me back to hell.

You know when your having that day were something good happens then god takes a big wet holy dump on head. Of course you had this kind of day because you are on this site. My life has been so danm repetive I can predict it. This whole thing started when my best friend died in a Easter Sunday fire and I had no chance to say goodbye. Then I thought I finally got over the fire I get word my grandmother has breast cancer. A few weeks later I learn that it speared to her brain and later died. Of course again I feel better and this past Christmas I learn my aunt dies from some werid ass mystery and didn't really fell anything because I did not know her well but it still sucked. I broke down when my family around was balling and I then felt this emptyness and start to cry. My last problem is that my sisters piece of shit boyfriend made her move and now they are getting married so I won't see her till I'm 50 when she dies to make me feel like shit again and want to die again and at this point I will be in hell and go to hell for real.