Hello Everyone!
I think our lives are so fucked up today.
Im sucessful, good looking, have a bunch of friends! And everyone thinks Im great!
BUT life has really got me down!
Im so lonely, I have no one in my life, I really cannot define between love and lust! sometimes I feel all love is only but a form of lust!
I love my parents but I dont think they love each other and are together only for their children. Which I dont want in my life.
I have never met anyone I turely love as in time of sickeness and health. (I can abandon anyone in times of distress) speaks of my character but this is true.
Lost a very good friend in 2007, and since have been so demotivated! But not work wise, since i put all of my time into work in order to avoid the lonileness. But sometimes on trips outside of Bombay I feel so lonely and really wonder why why, the powers above want this from me.
In 2007 i think i attained enlightment, i.e now i kinda understand everything and have an answer for everything. But I do not know why I am so sad? Is it genetic, life today, our shallowness blah blah.
I really hope that i meet someone I can love and be loved in return and not for the job or success I have earned on this planet. But I also feel this is not possible.
The day I die in a car crash it will not be an accident!! Sometimes on these long flights between Bomaby and brazil I feel I would be happier if the plane crashed into the ocean and I have no one to answer to!
I think age (Im 30) fucks you up...as time goes by you get sadder and sadder!
I have no immediate problems ..I have money and I know women who love me (or they say) but I really wonder why why has life got me down>
Ps -- About religion - All I know is no one knows anything and this is the only fact I know.
Ashish | |
The feeling that you will not find a person that you can trust and love is also troubling.
The funny thing I've encountered with all the sad stories and depression forums that I've been checking out is that advice rarely helps. People are hesitant to get professional help (I have been struggling with the possibility, and continue to tough it out), but I have to wonder if that is a good course of action. Medication and therapy may be necessary in your case, maybe mine too. Try checking out some genuine testimony from people that have decided to seek help. The fact of the matter is that humans are complicated creatures. We suffer and experience incredible amounts of pain.
In order to find someone that you can truly love, you have to love yourself. My personal goal is to focus on myself and my well being without depending on women to make me feel better. Logically, it is the only way to improve the situation and strive to have a meaningful existence.
Sorry about the loosely organized rant here. You're not alone.
Sitting in office and reading these stories in this website.Just to tell you,that there is a GOD who sees it all.Please do not worry too much.stop doubting and leanr to trust your instincts to differentiate between a good choice and bad.
will pray for you.I am 31 f but still waiting that GOD would bring the right guy for me.You can laugh at it but I have faith not in any1 but my god JESUS.
Tk cr and GOD bless you with a good life,goo partner and a above all you may know the meaning of love.AND GOD can do it for u.TK cr
rgds,
India
Sitting in office and reading these stories in this website.Just to tell you,that there is a GOD who sees it all.Please do not worry too much.stop doubting and leanr to trust your instincts to differentiate between a good choice and bad.
will pray for you.I am 31 f but still waiting that GOD would bring the right guy for me.You can laugh at it but I have faith not in any1 but my god JESUS.
Tk cr and GOD bless you with a good life,good partner and a above all you may know the meaning of love.AND GOD can do it for u.TK cr
rgds,
India
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