I'm 29 years old. I never in my life thought I would ever be in the place iam today. I come from a good family. But a family that has no communication. I started to abuse painkillers about 6 years ago. My family don't know. Guess I hide it well. I don't know how to come off. I hate my life. I hate my relationship. Everyone is married and I'm not. I want to die |
i like animals i watched lots of animal abuse videos at youtube - than decided to stop it from all the ways i got to the most help can be if i get rich and donate lots of money to them
find your thing- should be to help others - it can be a "bad" thing liker killing all bullies - but for that you need to train harrd get money maybe employ thugs -
find a goal -
life sucks - we live from a happy moment to another
allways try to improve
try mindfulness - its not religun and it might take you out of pain killers - look for a group near you
if you try and in 1-2 months you cant stop by yourself - harden up and tell your family
BUT - go crazy first show what you got - think of it as the painkillers are in the way of your goal
allways improve even if you keep taking painkillers - find a new hobby go on vaction ect make your life beeter they may not be good but better
good luck - and go watch youtube
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