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same shit different day

Posted by anonymous at January 27, 2012
Tags: Addictions  Family  2012 January

So I have spent my whole life dealing with addicts. My mom is credited schizophrenic. My dad a raging alcoholic. My one and only sister a narcissist. I lost any childhood I could have had. So how is it I feel in love with an alcoholic Meath head. When I meet him he was just out of jail and clean.almost didn't believe him when he told me about his demons.well the thing about an addict, you were always an addict. So out of work for three Weeks what else is he to do but go back on the years later I lost my adulthood to yet another addict.I find no pleasure in drugs or alcohol. Where am I supposed to find my happiness?


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By anonymous at 13,Feb,12 11:23

hard life srry for u :(

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Just a suggestion... stop dating addicts. You don't need someone else to make you happy. try getting a degree in counseling of some sort and get a job at a rehab center. If you like to help addicts that is. I am an addict and have been clean for 3 years now. I can thank the people at the rehab for that. And no.. I don't date any of them. It works better for them that Once you realize your own self worth, you may find that you don't need someone to pity.

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