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Chronic Dissatisfaction

Posted by e at January 23, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 January  Meaninglessness

I have been here for 30 years. I have tried what seems like a world of aspirations. I have been overjoyed and hopeless. I have been enthusiastic and desperate. I have been full of life and totally empty. I'm at the point now where I am not any of these things. My life took a major turing point a few years back and I'm attempting to deal with that. I have traveled, had a variety of partners, truly been in love, had a full belly every day of my life. I live in a country with hot running showers! I am on the cusp of finishing a degree and starting a career for myself, I feel a little old to say that I have not met "the one" and started a family yet, I can't seem to stop talking to my ex (very stupid, i know) and i feel like I've run the gammut of thigs to imporve my situation (be positive, therapy, eat well, exercise, have good relationships, dont sweat the small stuff, moved away from my parents, self-help books, alanon, drowning myself in work, got a pet, ill be volunteering soon, i work with people who are much worse off than myself....) and yet I fee lthis nagging meaninglessness and dissatisfaction. its not dissabling, its not crippiling me publicaly but inside its awful. what else is there? what else am i supposed to try? should i just become accustomed to this state of being? any suggestions appreciated. id really like to move past this stage and onto the next. i know i and all the people on this site have a lot to offer the world, the question is how to get over this hump to do that.


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By jueves at 10,Feb,12 02:09

totally understand that emptiness feeling ...if it makes you feel better, you are not the only one. Im also on my 30s and see no hope around, Hopefully someday some guy somewhere would appear from the sky (yeah right) i guess I just accepted that im unlucky in love so I may be lucky in some other aspects, better close your heart and start looking into other areas, we'll do just fine :)


By anonymous at 10,Feb,12 02:14

Your missing Jesus. You can have the "perfect" life and still feel empty, you can be rich and yet still "want". Life is meaningless without Him. There is more to life than living the american dream. Jesus will fill that emptyness, he will give you joy even when life isin't "right". Jesus died on the cross for you, accept him as lord and savior, and ask for forgiveness for your sins. He will change you.

Or you can deny him and keep living a meaningless life, even if you hit the jackpot you'll still not be satisfied. Why do some Lottery winners end up hating their life?
By anonymous at 10,Feb,12 19:01

"your" so stupid. God bless.


By anonymous at 10,Feb,12 02:24

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By anonymous at 10,Feb,12 08:36

food, shelter, sex, family, money, power, fame, knowledge ... and than I guess spiritual developement is the only thing left. That's the empty feeling we all suffer these days. But then there comes the problem with warious "truth institutions".


By anonymous at 10,Feb,12 18:47

Push yourself. Do all the things you thought you could never do. Face your fears. Discover what hidden talents you have. Paint, write a book, learn an instrument... learn fire poi, body build, surfing. Anything. If you have the right mind set its amazing what you can do and you'l be proud of yourself.
By anonymous at 29,Dec,12 00:53

Its funny you say that. I myself suffer from chronic dissatisfaction and have learned all the things you mentioned. I am quite good at painting and fire poi.


By Makaela at 27,Dec,16 15:37

At last! Someone with real exipstere gives us the answer. Thanks!


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