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Posted by Somemiserablesoul at April 21, 2010
Tags: 2010 April  Health  Juvenile problems  Loneliness

I'm 15 don't have any really good friends that I actually hang out with outside of school the few I did I essentially scared off. Why? How? I have bipolar disorder and have been taking strattera, a medicine for adhd for a long long time. I'm manic depressive now meaning that I'm both manic...and really fucking depressed. I have 10 drastic mood swings a day. Strattera turns out to fucking make bipolar disorder worse... I'm so alone, I haven't gone out on a weekend in 3 weeks. My dad is a drunk, my mom is mentally unstable. I'm flunking in school... God i'm so alone, and i want to die.


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By anonymous at 25,Apr,10 23:33

Is there a teacher in your school or guidance counselor you can talk to? bipolar disorder is an awful disease but I am confused as are you just bi polar or manic depressive too and adhd????? If the strattera is making the bi polar worse there are other medications you can take...but you need to talk to someone ... a teacher, a school psychologist...someone. You say your parents are not stable, and if this is true, then maybe there is someon elses parents or again someone in school. You need to talk to a stable adult about your issues and about changing your medication. I know someone who is bi-polar who used to stop his meds on a regular basis..but he is now married with a kid, so there is hope.


By at 27,Mar,12 02:13

When times are stressful: Usually I have to fsniih my work or task first, which I do. Then I reward myself with a hot shower or long walk or nice dinner and an early bed time. I will sometimes mention I’m tired or drained to family/friends, but often not.If I’d like to talk and a friend/family member isn’t available: I call and leave a message, but try to turn it up beat. After that, perhaps a warm shower or a book or a hobby. I take my mind off of the issue if I can. I try not to dwell because that doesn’t help things out. Usually what’s bothering me isn’t THAT big of a deal in the long run. In 50 years, will it matter? Usually not.Advice: People are busy with their own lives. Even if you’re bosom buddies, they still have jobs, kids, hobbies that they want to get to first. If you call too much about a “dire” need, they will tune you out. How often is the need truly “dire”? Is someone dying? Hospital? Try not to call wolf and people will respond when you need a friend. I agree with that first commenter—don’t bitch too much. As a continuation of that, spend 80% of conversations asking about the other person. Folks aren’t interested in analyzing your history or your interpersonal issues. In fact they may be uncomfortable. If you notice that the other line has gone silent while you’re talking and talking, then you have a problem. Ask about the other person and they will love to chat with you. After work days, people aren’t interested in deep discussions or self counseling sessions. They want to talk about so-and-so’s birthday or a funny thing that their dog did. Realize that this is what normal people do and they aren’t insulting you.Further advice: People are self interested. Realize that happiness is something you must do for yourself. Find work you enjoy, engage in hobbies that challenge you, find friends that are fun and good influences. If you’re calling to complain and you haven’t been actively trying to change your situation, then your friends won’t want to hear it. I was told this—if you’ve called to complain about the same issue more than 3 times, then you’re not interested in finding a solution. My friend then promptly never listened to me when I complained about it. He’d change the topic or end the call.I’ve noticed in your blog that you focus a lot on the past. Perhaps your friends would respond better if you focused more on the present and the future. What are you currently doing or planning on doing that is fun and engaging? “Normal” people learn from the past (hopefully) and then let it fall behind them.Hope my answers are what you were looking for.


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