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f*** the world

Posted by anonymous at January 15, 2012
Tags: Attitude  2012 January  Poverty

I was born a dirt poor bastard. 22 years later, nothing has changed. I'm so tired of being poor. Every time I get any money I have to help pay my moms bills. We are both broke, no car, no job, and every day is a struggle just to eat. I often can't even afford a bus fare to look for a job, and even when I can I'm put in position where I can not eat all day and go look for a job, or eat 1 meal and not look for work.

I've tried so many ways to escape this. I was working for a long time but even with me working 40 hours a week in hs I couldn't afford a phone or car or anything cause I was always paying bills. So I tried selling drugs and stealing to escape being poor, now I have a criminal record. I'm desperate to get any job but I can't even get work at mcdonalds.

People think I'm a drug addict or something I'M NOT. I'm just extremely manlnourished and sleep deprived, and I'm starting to believe completely insane. If your not a dangerous individual avoid dangerous people like me. I will prey on you because I hate you, I hate myself, and I hate the world. All I know is poverty, isolation, and violence and I'm still trapped here in hopelessness.


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By at 05,Feb,12 22:47

Aside from the criminal record I know how you feel. I hate myself and the world too... I wish I could give you advice but I am strugling with all of the same shit, Just hang in is all and try to hold onto any little happy moments you can until it gets better. Little by little it does get better, just keep trying your ass off and never give up.

By anonymous at 05,Feb,12 22:59

Maybe you can learn how to fix things or paint. You are young enough for job corps or Americorps, but take advantage of it now you only have two years left for them.

By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 03:57

Im sorry to hear about all the hardships you've endured. Its not over, heres some good news!

God uses the weak, the powerless, the hurt, and the lonely in GREAT ways. Heres a illustration: A potter will take a helpless, lifeless lump of clay and then knead it and squeeze it until it's soft and pliable. And then when he gets it just right, he takes that piece of clay and he does something called throwing, where he places the clay on a spinning table.
aAnd as that clay is placed upon that turning wheel, the potter's hands then begin to pressure the clay and work it until he makes something beautiful out of that old ugly piece of clay.

God is the true master craftsman. He is a potter who is making something beautiful out of every life. He will take the old ugly mistakes and sins and make them into something completely new!

When you truly know God, you can live victoriously! So whatever the ugliness is in your life, be assured that through the blood of Christ, God molds you and makes you into something beautiful! Many people can testify to how God has changed them. Ive never heard of anyone regretting putting their faith in jesus.

Are you saved? God can turn the worst of situations into good! Joeseph was put into slavery by his brothers, he was abandonded, afraid, probably thought his life was over. But he trusted God, he then eventually became second in command of Egypt. Without looking into the future it can be hard to be optimistic. If you put your faith with jesus he wont abandon you, he will love you and give you a new life.

Youtube Nick vujicic. He's a man who was born with no legs or arms, God has done great things through him.

This isin't an ad or some other bull, I'm trying to bring you the truth which many can testify too.


By anonymous at 22,Feb,13 10:52

Fuck off, Jesus freak.

By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 06:27

Join the military. They can take anything as long as you are willing to die. Other than that, you can work at odd jobs and make money.Most importantly love yourself and find JESUS.
By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 17:13

or okay like me

By born loser at 06,Feb,12 06:57

By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 09:53

oh cmon..if we are given such life.. we should try to find happiness in small life sucks too but i try to remain as cheerful as possible.. we only have one life...why to waste it
PS i dont believe in god..
By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 20:29

very true!
By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 11:41 Fold Up

I made the amicorps comment, im not a winner but its nice that you think that. I would have said the comments were made by losers. What makes you a loser? If you have low self esteem, I love you already. The real losers are the egotists who will spend their life up to their dying day believing they are so right and everyone else is laughably crap. Its a sickening attitude and usually its possessed by the biggest abusers, alcoholics and fuckups.
By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 17:12 Fold Up

man you are so right
By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 17:13 Fold Up

also yah i think you were born ugly too

By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 17:12

you life those suck i am trying to kill myself right now so yeah i don't know maybe there is a way out but obviously i haven t found t yet

By anonymous at 06,Feb,12 20:28

Dude life fucking sucks if you dont do shit about it. No ones gonna help you. you gotta figure it out by yourself. the way I fought my way out of poverty was the army.

Figure it out. just sit down the next time you have a few minutes, take a deep breath and find out what you wanna do. you dont even have to be good at it.

Good luck fucker!

By anonymous at 06,Mar,12 22:00


By anonymous at 13,Jan,13 18:09

Our generation got the shaft! We're all college educated, willing to work and fucked in a land without opportunity! In this day and age, if you're not born rich you have to fight like hell for the scraps left over!
But we have to keep trying... I know it sucks, and it seems like we'll never make it out. But you either got to keep trying, keep pushing yourself or die trying.
Don't hate people though! At least not the people young like you. Because they're all stuck in the same pit as you! Most of them just disguise it in a veil of miss-leveraged credit!

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