I am 51 alone and sssooo depressed.I turned to the church but had no help from them.I did hear they are have complaints.I am now meditating which has helped me no end.I recomend it to any one it gives you a strange calmness and peice of mind.
I drank most of my life because I didnt have a job as I got arthritus in my hip.I live alone I have kids but only see them when they want.I would kill myself but havent the bottle to do it.
Times are getting hard in south wales every thing is going up in price.I have a car and that is the only enjoyment I have.
People here are comitting suicide one girl hung herself by a school men are throwing themselves in front of trains one threw hiself off a car parking building so sad.Another guy stabbed his family and then killed his self quite a few times this has happend lately.So many are loseing their jobs and I cant see it getting better any time soon.
I know there are others out there like me but I suppose it helps to type things down.Like I said meditating has helped some times up to an hour but it makes me feel at one with myself.I have made such a bad name with drinking that was ten years ago mind now I dont do nothing now but the damage has been done.I have had quite a few breakdowns as my upbringin wasnt the best been sexualy abused which hasnt helped my father beat me when ever he could my mother was also violent to us my sisters and I .My father though loved my sisters they have done well in life me crap.I feel I am just waiting for the day I become ill go to hospital and die like so many I know.Today if you havent money life doesnt seem worth living.IO eat loads of chocolate to make up the feeling of being lonely I suppose.I am not fat though quite skinny really.Any way thats my sad story.I bet there is millions like me but it seems I am the only one that is suffering | |
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-Karma that brings suffering is caused by unfullfilment and disappointment.
-To aviod such Karma is to aviod the cause of sufferings
If meditation is really that useful, you may as well start living like a buddist monk who does nothing but medition and survive on the vegetarian diet. Start with just earing enough to get by wihout the desire to own what you dont need and see what happen with your meditation and vegan diet. You never know, you may be ready for eternal happiness soon.
So lets just let the guy stick to meditation alright Chow young chin?
I put what I need onto others? No, I put what I know onto others that may be helpful, and I have tried. While you just criticise without understanding of the topic and a better solution of your own for the poster.
Do not confuse my comment that asking other to try what is related to meditation, with the bad things found in a sigle discipline of Buddhism.Tabetan Buddhism is a joke where they have Cast System and worship one man rather than valuing the spiritual achievement in oneself.
Chow Young Chin? When you act racistly, you have lost your creditbility to leave any comment that people give attention to. I suppose is ok as you are just some nameless jerk who wants to say your BULLSHIT and criticise others who are trying to be helpful. You are slightly better than some teenagers who called every kind of unlikeable thing as gay.
Look at your own reasoning that start from misunderstanding or twisting others words to unpractical tantric sex. How unproductive can you be? If you spent time here, do make your time count by thinking something helpful for the poster.
If you are the same room face to face, and be honest, would your comments be the same or would be polite & fake
Take care :)
There was nothing evil about my comment for this poster. Social protocol dictates that strangers don't speak of whatever is too personal to each other.
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