Well, I've got 3 siblings and I'm the eldest and it's stupid because I feel so hurt by my related midgets. I had a nasty fight with my little sister 3 days ago and we haven't talked for the 3 solid days. That's alright if it wasn't that I used to be really attached to her? I had to live on my own for 1 year in abroad away from my family earlier and I guess even now when we're back together, they can do perfectly well without me being around. That's alright too, except that it hurts me bad. I feel like a loser. Am I a loser to feel this way? Anyway, my 2 sublings have ganged up with my sister and they're giving me hell. Now that I'm officially not talking with my sister I can't even yell at her to piss off. I just feel like I need to get out of the house. Or better still, quit my life here and get out of this world that everybody will agree to suck. Actually I began to understand why some people suicide lately. They want to end it all, right? I don't have the gut to do that though. I just hate it here. God damn it. | |
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