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I gave up on everything.

Posted by Kevin at April 8, 2010
Tags: 2010 April  Attitude  Sexuality

why my life sucks....
alright,when i was about 12 years old i found out i'm gay. Junior high and high school was a nightmare, the kids were laughing at me because of that. At the age of 17 the principal called my folks cos a teacher caught me with my bf smoking weed and kissing in the toilets. So my dad threw me out of the house(havent seen him after that, im 22 now). No graduation, no college. I moved to a bigger city and worked as a waiter in bars for one year and as a barman in clubs the following year. All the guys i met by that time were as----es, just had fun with me and then left. So i decided that sex is not pleasure but just a way to make money, and since the salary in a club is not enough, i moved to a bigger city and managed to work for a gay-porn company. I worked for them for 2 years and meanwhile worked as a barman occasionaly. And after that a psychological breakdown came, when i realised my life so far. Had to quit drugs and therefore i started eating as a horse and drinking more and more alcohol. Today, i dont believe in people anymore, i dont believe in love, i totally gave up on everything, alcohol and food plus quiting the gym a long time ago, began to make me look fat, i work in a small bookshop just to make a living, its a job i hate. All alone, dissapointed with my past and expecting nothing from my future. Hmmm, my future.... It could have been brilliant, but on Sunday i turn 23 and i feel like 73 already. i destroyed my psychology and my looks with my so far lifestyle. The few people that once loved me R not part of my life anymore.... That's it, my life officially sucks.


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By anonymous at 09,Apr,10 18:14

Simple, just quit trying to be gay. Try to be human.
By anonymous at 09,Apr,10 18:53

You should try to be human too, asshole
By anonymous at 10,Apr,10 08:21

Maybe you should be polite. Over the years, many people have asked me whether I am gay, straight or bi. Nobody could really tell by my looks or behavior. Many gay guys find me particularly attractive. Many women find me handsome, but do not want to date a guy who is good looking as they want to be the most attractive looking person in a couple. Most gay guys love the idea of dating a pretty boy. My answer to them all is that I am just me, as I think that labels such as Gay, Hetero or Bi makes me an object instead of a person. Maybe if this person quit making himself into an object, he would have a happier social life. Finally, quit ending your sentences with a preposition.
P.S. End you sentences with a period so people will not think that you are an uneducated troglodyte.
By anonymous at 10,Apr,10 15:32

The person above has nothing better to do than browse this website and try to offer advice on everyone's stories. When his advice is shunned, he becomes arrogant, cocky and rude. Just ignore the fucker and maybe one day he'll get a real hobby and get the fuck off this website.
By anonymous at 10,Apr,10 21:34 Fold Up

You certainly are a shallow fuck aren't you? I'll bet you moan your own name during sex...I mean masturbation. I'm sure you are too wonserful to have sex with anyone because they might be prettier or more intelligent than you.
By anonymous at 11,Apr,10 10:41

Who dat? Are you that Maori fucknut from New Zealand?
By anonymous at 11,Apr,10 18:26 Fold Up

Hahaha, did anyone else notice that this person said "End YOU sentences with a period..."

He's offering advice on grammar but can't even proof-read his own fucking posts. You can't make this stuff up people, that shit is golden.

Fucking moron.
By anonymous at 11,Apr,10 21:07

D'ohh! My misteak!
P.S. At least I still do not end my sentences with a preposition!

By anonymous at 11,Apr,10 11:24

Life isn't meant to be easy, as you already know, however every so often opportunities come along. You're a young man with your whole life ahead of you. Start thinking about where you want your life to go. Set objectives and tackle them one at a time. Yes there will be set backs but you've already come through some shitty times in your life and have survived.

By at 12,Apr,10 10:04

is homosexuality is a state of mind?? why are so many gays being born now? are you sure it's not a deep deep state of conciousness? u hate your masculate side so u find love in another masculine side? i dont know, i'm just asking questions.. this whole reality is pretty fucked up, things aren't what they seem.. demons run amock, dont be tricked by religions like christianity or atheism..
By anonymous at 19,Apr,10 21:34

because the world is fucked up
By anonymous at 20,Apr,10 20:25 Fold Up

Why are so many gays being born now? One answer: chemical pollution.
The excessive use of endocrine disruptors such as the herbicide Atrazine, the flame retardant PBDE (Polybrominated diphenyl ether), DDT (insecticide,now banned in USA), Polychlorinated biphenyls (PCB, coolant and lubricant), Bisphenol A (clear water bottles, baby bottles, linings of food cans), a variety of Phthalates (used to make toys) and alkylphenols (degradation products from nonionic detergents).
We are all exposed to excessive amounts of these chemicals which tend to mimic estrogen, a feminizing hormone!
By anonymous at 23,May,10 11:06 Fold Up

a person is gay or straight because of uniqueness of a dna in their gene pool.homosexuality existed all along,just people were too scared to come out fearing they might be burnt at a stake or hanged or stoned to death.
and about the state of mind thing..researchers believe that everyone(gay or straight) is bisexual to some extent.

By anonymous at 13,Apr,10 13:14

get fucking drunk and high thn put a bullet through your head. it helps. i did it
By anonymous at 16,Apr,10 11:50

What caliber bullet did you put through your head?

By anonymous at 17,Apr,10 09:31

Life does not suck, faggots suck cock. Arr, arr, shiver me timbers matey, we have a butt pirate on board this ship!

By anonymous at 19,Apr,10 21:37

Why does your life suck? LOOK AT YOUR LIFESYLE, and here you are sitting around moping when your only 23, I have an idea, you can join the army i hear they let gays in now.
By at 21,Apr,10 20:35

In the navy
Yes, you can sail the seven seas
In the navy
Yes, you can put your mind at ease
In the navy, in the navy
Can't you see we need a hand (job)
In the navy
Come on and join your fellow man
In the navy

By anonymous at 24,May,10 16:17

Except one or maybe two comments, the rest of them were stupid.

By anonymous at 26,May,10 04:15

this is great all fags should have to live this way then they could all kill themselves. only in a perfect world would there be no more homos.
By anonymous at 26,May,10 10:07

but we don't live in a perfect world and the world will never be perfect, so learn how to live with the homos, they will always exist. Hey, meaybe your son will be gay, who knows.
By Ray at 18,Aug,12 02:41 Fold Up

Your son is gonna be gay.

By anonymous at 24,Jun,10 06:32

all gays should be killed
By anonymous at 29,Jun,10 10:28

alright adolf

By anonymous at 19,Jul,10 15:08

lol smoking weed and kissing in the toilets LOL
that part was funny

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