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Pressure

Posted by anonymous at December 29, 2011
Tags: 2011 December  Juvenile problems

I have this huge pressure to do EVERYTHING perfectly. But I can't. No one can. But my parents, my friends, family friends, neighbors, they ALL EXPECT ME to become this world famous celebrity and make them proud and bring in lots of money and get married to a good, hard-working, rich person. If I get a score in the 80's for a test/quiz, there's that annoying GASP and WHY DIDN'T YOU STUDY HARDER? WHY COULDN'T YOU HAVE DONE BETTER THAN THIS KID OR THAT KID? I hate all this pressure. At school, sometimes I do before I think, and that gets me into so much trouble with my friends and relationships. I wish I could have better common sense before I do something, but no. I just plunge into whatever's gonna ruin someone else's plans, dreams, etc. I wish I could retreat to a world where grades don't matter, pressure doesn't exist, your social ranking's not important, and peace thrives.

I've always wondered about slitting my wrists. Some say that it's wonderful, your troubles just flowing away, even if that pain still lingers. Others say it brings you back to your senses, to the cold, hard truth: you just have to keep on going. I want to, but I don't have the nerves to do it. And everyone would find out.

And also, great. I got dumped. Because my boyfriend doesn't have enough time for me. And all my other supposed friends say I deserved it. Maybe I did. But he also ignored me. And I could never forget him for that. I loved him. But love, love ends quickly. Love flies away like a gypsy child in the nihgt.

And love, love doesn't stay for me. Love won't wait for me.


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By anonymous at 28,Jan,12 02:26

That sounds like a bunch of bull. I'm not trying to be rude or mean either. But you can't be so hard on yourself just for the approval of others. What is this life really? Good grades? Money? Then you die? Or commit suicide.. which I hope you never do.. No. It's about happiness. Achieving what you want. Feeling good about yourself, even if you make a mistake. Its just your environment is very negative towards that. That's a very hard fight. But love is for you. So is happiness. You're not a victim as your victim mentality suggests. You can get anything you want. But look at yourself, and what you want, and what you value in your life; what would and does make you happy, and explore that. It feels like you can't hardly breathe when I read what you wrote. That life has so much pressure. There is no pressure. Breathe. Enjoy. Not everything happens the way you want, but get through it each day at a time. Have something to appreciate about yourself and around you :) and the next time anyone says anything about you, like, why didn't you study harder? or you deserved to be dumped? just say, i didn't study harder because i didnt want to. and no i didnt deserve to be dumped, im a good person. and work on yourself. first to relive that over burdening stress because you or no one else is perfect, and embrace that you aren't. because that's what makes you great, is your uniqueness. love who you are over all else. and you're not the victim, just sometimes stuff happens, and its okay. and dont forget to breathe :)


By anonymous at 28,Jan,12 04:06

Heres something id like you to read, please give it some thought. I hope the best for you, dont look down on yourself, look up.

Best regards,
Kevin

If you ask for forgivness for your sin and accept Jesus as Lord and Saviour you will have LIFE, eternal life. Jesus will help you, care for you, change you (and your life). His love is everlasting, no matter what sins or garbage you've been, in he will forgive you, and love you with love that can't be compared. What do you have to lose? atleast give it a shot. God exists, big bang theory my ASS what created the darn thing? God did. God uses the weak, the powerless, the hurt and the lonely in GREAT ways. Heres a word from Jack Graham: A potter will take a helpless, lifeless lump of clay and then knead it and squeeze it until it's soft and pliable. And then when he gets it just right, he takes that piece of clay and he does something called throwing, where he places the clay on a spinning table.

And as that clay is placed upon that turning wheel, the potter's hands then begin to pressure the clay and work it until he makes something beautiful out of that old ugly piece of clay.

Here's the lesson God wanted Jeremiah to hear: He is the true master craftsman. He is a potter who is making something beautiful out of every life. He will take the old ugly mistakes and sins and make them into something completely new!

When you truly know God, you can live victoriously! So whatever the ugliness is in your life, be assured that through the blood of Christ, God molds you and makes you into something beautiful!
There are thousands if not millions of people that can testify to jesus saving and changing them (and their life for the better!).


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