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I need some peace

Posted by anonymous at December 21, 2011
Tags: 2011 December  Health  Money

I don't have any anywhere, not at home not at work, none at all. I am living paycheck to paycheck because I have a unemployed boyfriend who is a hypocritical a**hole. I'm also Bipolar and my meds are effecting my libido and my boyfriend is taking it out on me. I'm getting tired of his moods but is quick to point out what is wrong with me. I should break up with him again (YES, Again)but where is he going to go? I love him and I've known him for 15 years. He can be so wonderful but right now I can't even get a kiss good night. I don't have the heart to put him out on the street but I feel unappreciated and completely unloved. I work my heart out and bleed for this job but all I get is one slap in the face after another. The director of my orginization tells me work is just like high school. I was never popular in high school, so I'm screwed. I can't leave my job, (I can't afford to, I have no savings and I have no friends and I wish that I was dead. I'd kill myself but I'm a coward. I am a burden to everyone and I'm becoming a burden to me. I just want it to be over. Everything to be over.


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By anonymous at 22,Jan,12 08:05

Do whats right for you. There are good people out there. Even if you don't find one is it worth being dumped on just so you don't feel alone. Give him a notice. Tell him he's got 3 weeks to go and stand by it. Don't let him make you feel bad or degrade you. You don't have to fight him about it, you just have to tell him.

By anonymous at 22,Jan,12 17:56

i hate my life when i ask somthing to my parents they allways say no when i have a day off my parents give me chours i hate my life
By anonymous at 23,Jan,12 09:20

Shut the hell up.

By anonymous at 23,Jan,12 00:51

just because he a dead beat i understand that you know him and love him but leading him up would be best just get you right like i been told and say how can you love someone i you dont love yourself and your life everyone has battles and wars sorry about your downs it will come together there is always that someone in life trust me i deal with alot but when my boyfriend came alone heavens open up a door i didnt believe in...........hope it gets better

By anonymous at 23,Jan,12 02:28

no you'd be a coward to kill yourself. There is a spiritual reality open your eyes, find a bible.

By anonymous at 24,Jan,12 16:22

if you were to kill yourself, usually he will blame himself/herself(in your situation, himself) and he will probally regret everything he did, if not, then atleast you would then know that he was never the one for you.

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