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Alone, broke and hopeless for the holidays

Posted by Omega9 at December 18, 2011
Tags: Addictions  2011 December

I'm a gambler.
Last night I lost everything.
4 days ago I promised a beautiful girl it took me 3 months to talk to, on a date and Christmas shopping this coming Monday. She seemed excited.
Now I can't even do that now I have no money.
Today I stayed at home miserably feeling hopeless and afraid of the future now that I've been stripped to nothing.

Back story
I know there's no sympathy for gamblers but I've suffered severe depression 10 yrs ago when I was involved in a car accident that killed a girl. I was in college and gambling became the only way to feel happiness. Since then I've been gambling and now I've lost it all and i feel so alone again.
What can I do to start my life again?


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By at 20,Jan,12 08:45

Replace your gambling addiction with another, like playing video games and sports.

Lose nothing and have plenty to gain. If you have access to a computer, then you can't starve to death, so I am overlooking that issue here.

Contact that girl share your story, tell her how much you like her, and say goodbye.

Seriously, lose that gambling addiction.

By anonymous at 20,Jan,12 11:12

Take up drinking...

By anonymous at 20,Jan,12 21:59

Oh please.

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gamble for your life sucker!

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