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I hate myself

Posted by Loser at December 3, 2011
Tags: 2011 December  Philosophical

Married strait out of high school. Add in kids, great jobs, a house. Life is great! Economy turns, jobs are gone, husband joins up and barely ever comes home. Add baby number 3. Mortgage falls behind, forclosure, we loose everything. My in-laws take us in, my husband gets a great job except that it's 2 hours from where he has left the kids and I with his parents. He starts acting strange, I discover his girlfriend. I'm so pathetic I let them keep seeing each other! lol... I've lost any smidge of self respect or sanity I have ever had. They are currently off on a weekend together, here I am crying, pinning over the love of my life who only loves me half the time. While shouting out how much I hate myself to a whole bunch of strangers on the internet. Sadest part? I dont want to end it, cause even half his love seems better than none. I'm sick, crazy... something is definatly wrong with me. I think I'll pour me a drink.


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By at 05,Jan,12 06:22

OK, he may be seeing someone now, but that person may not be a better mother and wife. You just need to wait it out like a loving wife pretends that you don't know what is going on.

Soon, he will see that his family life is not complete without you. However if he divorced you, you would still win in a court of law with the kids under your care.

Remember when he is away, you can cheat on him too ^^ Anyway, she may win the battle, but the war is in your hand.

By anonymous at 05,Jan,12 09:49

I wouldn't suggest to pretend you don't know. Call him on it. It's not okay. Things can get better when you talk it out. Tell him this is not okay for him to be doing, it needs to stop. He's the love of your life for God's sake. Get him back. Don't let him just leave you. If he really loves you too, you'll get him back and you'll have to forgive him, but everything will be okay. But it's not okay for him to love you only half the time. Remember, he made a commitment to you, a promise. He's breaking it. Tell him it hurts.

By anonymous at 05,Jan,12 18:47

screw him! move out get on with your life. Life is'nt about the one..its about the 'other' one.

By anonymous at 05,Jan,12 21:57

If the other woman knows he is married, she is a tramp. He is risking his health.

Just a suggestion... When you get some time with him without the kids around or anyone else, tell him how you feel. Explain to him every detail... what you dreamt your married life would be and how your current situation is affecting you. Give him the honest truth.

This way, you may be able to work things out.

By anonymous at 06,Jan,12 03:15

You deserve better. If I were you I would plan to move on from the relationship.

By anonymous at 06,Jan,12 22:27

You can move on but it'll take time. Start taking extra money from the bank account and open a another account in just your name that he knows nothing about. Once you've saved enough for an apartment and a new life, leave him, empty the rest of the money in the bank account and move on. Take him to court and get a lot of child support. His love is worth as much as a penny with a hole in it. You need to love your self and focus on your children. He obviously doesn't love or respect you. Move on.

By anonymous at 07,Jan,12 00:27

first of all sweetheart,you need to take care of you and the 3 kids,so put away the drink stop feeling sorry for yourself,you are better and stronger than that,and your kids NEED you,get a hold of your lif,get a lawyer for child support,etc and a new boy toy for now to get you back on track,love and a solid relation ship will come later if thats how he treats you,he does not deserve you.all the best

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