I hate myself and want to die. Every day is a big, dark rain cloud. I feel like I have to struggle so much to survive. Why can't life be easy? IT'S NOT FAIR! Why do we have to try so hard to be happy? Why are people so mean? I don't like it. One day I was walking down the street and this girl saw me and immediately crossed the street as if she didn't want to go near me. What is wrong with me? Am I that ugly? FUCK THE WORLD! I should just kill everyone! They are so evil. | |
one thing i've learned.. to be happy you cant wish the world were different. you have to be the one to change things. of course you know that. but really the more you get in control of the things in your life, the happier you'll be
I send my engery into anger and thirst for revenge, that is the only thing that is keeping me alive. I don't want to die until I make every last person suffer who hurt me! I would do something that I've been wanting to do, that people have been telling not to do my whole life. Like, go shoplift something. Do something you have never dared to do. That is what makes me feel alive, like i still exist.
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