to be a a person who enjoyed life..full of beans..and a positve outlook..
who has now become..withdrawn..depressed..and oh how i hate myself so much..
why..
all thanks to one person..who lied cheated and made me feel so unworth while..the more they took..the more they wanted..to a point there was nothing left to give..only my love support friendship..and even that was taken and spat right back in my face..
to have someone tell you they love you..while thinking and talking to another..is heart breaking..to have someone..tell you there at work when there really with another is soul distroying..
to have someone..tell you they dont have x2 mobile phones..and you find the one with all the nude photos on it..that is beyond belief..
i am lost and im hollow..and all i can say is..im standing at the cross roads.. | |
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Love, The Psychotic Doc
Dry your tears, get dressed, put on some make up and be the strong woman that you are.
Smile and have fun. Eventually he will be a distant memory.
You will find someone deserving of your attention.
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