Sick of hiding my feelings, sick of feeling like shit, sick of feeling like im no good, sick of feeling. Sick of my fucking mum, sick of missing my dad since i was seven and now im 15. Who knows where he fucking is. Go fuck yourself world, im done with you. Depression has tooken over me along time ago and im so unhappy with myself but then when i feel slightly good about myself i am cocky? Yeah society is fucked and i hate hearing "I'm not trying to fit in, im trying to stand out" I am doing the complete opposite of that and i feel like i am being pushed out when i try to fit in. I feel like no one likes me? but im heaps popular? Sick of all these regrets and mistakes, i am only 15 and i regret almost everything that has happened to me in my life.
Dear world; Fuck you. | |
These songs might not be up your alley but I find they help me when I'm feeling down.
Ben Folds- Learn to live with what you are
Gorillaz - On Melancholy Hill
The Feeling - Strange
It's just a process, it takes time, personally I don't think you've found the right outlet yet. The opportunity to do something you enjoy and are good at and see people's positive reaction to it. I think medidation might help, a new hobby, helping others, making something for others, food, a scarf, and following a blog or youtube channel even, communicating with people that you can connect with.
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