Theres really nothing to say...me..only me...im alone...my dad works outside the country, rarely sees him, a normal mom who goes to work and come home late. I had everything i wanted to have, literally, i believe they do spoil me since im the only child. i know you guys would wonder why im actually complaining about all these shit thats because i feel hollow within. I have no siblings, a lot of depressed feeling inside me which i couldn't take it out and throw it all away...I use to have best friends, and they care for me, but unfortunately they had left the country. now when im at school, it just feels like im being there for the sake of it. I have to admit i have a lot of friends, and pretty popular in school but none of them understands me. i kept trying to be someone who im not, just to be popular, it does feel good for that second but just that 1 second, when i go home from all the fun, im myself again. I just cant be alone! my grades start to drop drastically, and i just cant pick myself up...it seems like only music understands me. i love music..play it whenever im alone, which is most of the time.
so i guess life sucks huh!? im telling you guys out there, even though you wish to have what you want, all the money you can get, you can still feel as shit as you are right now... | |
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