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...and I feel the crushing emptiness of the future.

Posted by anonymous at October 8, 2011
Tags: Attitude  Loneliness  2011 October

I feel so alone, and angry.

I'm in a relationship, and it was great at first - back when I didn't think about my demons. Now, every day brings me to my knees. I don't know how much longer I can last. I'm always flat broke - all I have are aspirations for a successful, independent future, and the reality of my totally dependent, near-meaningless life-so-far. I can't see a way out of this kitchen.

And I'm so alone. I had a hard time being happy in other people's good fortune, as they leap ahead and leave me behind. I've begun to tune the updates out, alienate the few people I could call on. Every moment that I'm still, panic rises in my throat when I think that he could find someone smart and pretty, and kick me out.

I'm turning into a recluse, and I'm so afraid. I'm afraid I will never get another chance to start over, and that I'll be old and alone, and pathetic.

This is my scream.


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By anonymous at 26,Nov,11 20:34

:( I can relate. I'm at the opposite end of the spectrum. I have a career, my own home. But my boss is abusive and makes our lives miserable. After working here a couple years, I have so much hate in my heart for everyone and I hate hearing about other people who are happy. It makes me angry. So know that you are not alone. A lot of people, even people you think seem happy and that you think should be happy, are not.


By anonymous at 26,Nov,11 21:13

You have a man and your flat broke? Shouldn't you NOT be broke cause you have a man and you both work? Time to stop and think about that .


By Donald at 27,Nov,11 14:57

Dump the partner - useless apendage.
If you're not working at least 70 hours a week, shut up. You're spending your off hours spending money. Get a second or third job and stop whining about being broke, take control and do something about it. You're only a victim of yourself. If you did this for five years and banked the 2nd check, you have $100,000.00 just sitting there. That would give you confidence. Then you could probably find a spouse, twat out some kids and have a nice life.


By anonymous at 03,Dec,11 19:24

smoke pot chill out slow down


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