Every day i wake up depressed and sad because i think no one loves me i feel like i desrve better then this i try my best to be liked to get a girl friend to be honest i havent dated sence almost half a year ago i feel like i have no friend every one hates me only because i did one thing wrong and that was to try cheer up a girl in need of attention so now that i barly have friends and noo close friends im stuck to deal with freshmen year by my self and i cant talk to my parents because they wont get what im going throu and end up being lectured till i feel worse then ever so i have one solution to just give up who cares wat people think they can alll just shut up and stop judging people like they judge me and just leave me alone so i can just be peace full by my self my lonesome self :'( i wish i moved i wish i could leave this godless place and be happy but i know this wont happen soon. I smile all the time some times im faking and some times im actuly happy but when i really think about it im soo sad its not funny i wish i could be out of high school its not worth it my emotinal torcher is killing me i want to cry all the time people say things about me and i hear and just want to puch a wall brake my own bones so i can leave and when i come back get sympathy but i think what good will this do if my sympathy is fake because who cares about me. I know im some what a good looking kid but i cant help but be creepy to every girl idk y i cant help it i try to be sweat and nice but it always ends up being me weird and losing the girl... I wish some one would shoot me | |
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Just to let you know, there are a lot of people in as bad a situation as you.
1 comment though, your spelling is bad!..
yourself it will be over before you know it and NONE of those people will ever matter in your
-- Sorry if this message wasn't comforting but I just want to let you know that you're not the only one experiencing this and there are many more just like us. The same problems, the same issues, the same wishes.
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