My life sucks because I have social anxiety. I am too scared to do anyhing and always feel like im being judged. I constantly worry about what people think of me and what i look like. because of this stupid disorder ive dropped out of highschool, have 2 friends, cannot communicate with anyone i dont know, and stay in my house almost all the time. No one in my town accepts me and everyone i meet thinks im stupid. The only people I interact with are people I've known since i was a kid. My closest friend has moved away and when I'm invited there I always say no because she now lives with a foster family and they all think im retarded. Her foster mom has asked several time swhy im socially retarded and it make me feel even more stupid because this means everyone can see it. My parents are divorced and I don't see my dad as often as id like to. We are living on the poor side of life. My bipolar sister lives with me and she has a three year old son who is always screaming and attacking people. I'm always stressed but i cant leave my house because im scared people will be outside and i have no friends house i can go to. Did i mention i also have terrible acne and sooner or later will become allergic to hair dye (its in genetics) and will be the uglies person anyone has laid eyes on. | |
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