i got through college even when high school counslor said no . after i graduated i meet my wife . later i was diagnosised as being manic - depressive. i had many problems still do with being manic like ssuicidal thoughts. my wife became ill and died from cancer . we were together 18 yrs her family thought because of me being manic ..etc i cause she to go faster than normal.. now i am renting out a room to get extra money since i cant hold a job . my illness causes me to think and say things wrong and i thus get into trouble and lose work. i am on disability because of mani depression. the negative thoughts are over taking me all aaanyone want to do is hospitalise me for x amount of days wow what help that is. so life sucks i cant even find a ssssure fire method to end it. life is not interesting , cant find a honest lady, everyone want money so what am i to do ?? stand in front of a train?? hmm sounds too painfull | |
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