My life sucks hardcore. my granma just died and im wresling with the fact that im addicted to alcohol and drugs. i take drugs to forget that my brother sexualy abused me for six years and now is physicaly abusing me. i have to move out in two months, my ex is harrasing me im thinking about dropping out of school because im pregnant. oh did i mention that im only 15? i might just end it all. FFFFFUUUCCCKKK you life and those who broght me into it | |
If someone is mistreating you, open up and tell somebody already!! don't let this go on for 6 more years. You are soooo young. you need an adult to step in to guide you and offer protection. If i were in YOUR shoes, I would go to the school counicilor and tell her/him what all you are going through. Schools WILL get invovled and they will contact social services to put you in a more stable environment. Don't just stand there and let people have their way with you. you need to fight and speak up for yourself becuase your brother deserves to be behind bars.
Don't drop out of school! a decent education will get you further in life then a broken one. keep your tail in school and give the baby up for adoption if you cannot take care of yourself or are too emotional to be responsible for a child.
Yes, live for your child. I know that you are young and not ready to be mother, nobody is, but once you see that adorable face, nothing else is going to matter. I would say this baby is the best thing out of your problems. bringing a life into this world is just one of the most miraculous things ever.
If you can't take care of the baby, see if OTHER relatives can help you, or your only option is adoption and when you are able to take care of yourself, getting a college degree or just a very good and stable job, go back and take your baby. None of the things that are happening to you are your fault, you are NOT to blame at all! You just need ALOT of love and support.
And please do not pay attention to empty-hearted people on here. This website is already depressing enough and it really grits my teeth that i can't understand how a human being can say cold things and then take joy out of it. it is not just happening to you, take a look at the other stories on here.
But anyway, keep your head high. Your days right now may be dark, but think of the 70+ years you got left. Look forward to those.
Drugs & alcohol sometimes seem like the a way out. For me it was a temporary vacation, an escape. But they don't help you get ahead, they just prolong the misery. I know it might be hard to understand but if you quit that stuff, life will be a little easier. Sound like you got a lot going on and that junk needs to go. If you keep on that stuff, a child will be hurt or you could get arrested for possession, then your life could really suck. At least your not at that point. Stop now.
Get help about the situation with your brother or it will only get worse. Talk to an adult. I realize I don't know your brother and what he will do if he found out you were going to get help. He might hurt you. But if he's hurting you now, all the more reason why to get help asap! Guys who hit girls are wusses. As soon as someone stands up to them, they back down.
Don't end your life now, don't give up. Quitting is not the answer. What your brother did was evil. He needs to pay for it and you're the only person who can stop this. Who else has he hurt? Who will he hurt? Do you want another teen to go through what you did? Talk to someone!
(for those terminally clueless, go rent the movie Texas Chainsaw Massacre and Fargo)
You have the right to go to the police and report all of this!!! Just be sure to have a place to stay and do not go back home! I had a similar problem I reported my mother and she got into trouble and she never treated me badly again. Actually she did not dare to come anyway near me for a couple of years.
I know you won't listen because drugs really f.. you up, but at least try to do something about your addiction. It's not your fault that you got pregnant, you are too young to judge and everybody just took advantage of you, but you have a responsibility now for your child.
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