"Life sucks" is something I say everyday. I am 32 years old and I don't think I will ever have a career, or a job with any kind of benefits.
My school loans keep growing and I have no way of paying them. As an attorney, I worked everyday for 3 years studying though the night. I thought I would get some job out of this. I was never into it for the money. But instead, I have the daily nightmare of how I can pay the rent, let alone how to pay all my loans back.
My boyfriend lost his job as an engineer, two times in the past three years. We are both currently unemployed trying to figure out how to pay the rent. Who said America is the land of opportunity? Everyday is a battle of how to pay for medical care, the rent, my school loans, and food, while trying to maintain my sanity and some kind of self-worth. | |
i find that easy to say yet i find my self struggling with it every day. i have a long story to tell but slowy iv been getting back on my feet. i finally meet the woman of my dreams and its been perfect. Funny thing is that i have very little money left to none. im bearly getting by, i have not worked for yrs. when i had my business i had money and lots of toys and girls. now i dont have money BUT I have my special woman. that i love with all my heart and i cant give her the world what she really deserves. i feel like i spent tons of money,woman,bars,clubs,cars and so on. now that all that is gone this girl is able to see past the image into my heart. and not one day goes by that i don't think to my self how lucky of a man i am. god made this special girl just for me. I trully feel special. im on here to give possitive advice cause i dont think its good to be negative. wake up fool ur self to be happy and pray talk with god have a realationship with him you will see things will get better. YOU nEED FAIT in him... you will need to help your self on the way to...
medical,rent,school, taxes. all have to do with the GOVERMENT/fed reserve and how currupt it has become. don't let them control ur life. think hard about everything. only keep the things that matter in your life... money is fake. i hope you see past that and realize that you have a family and thats all that matters weather you rich or poor. a family is trully something that is a blessing and is worth to fight and keep. not just give up cause of no money. be smart think right!
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