LIFE SUCKS

life under a unlucky star

my life forreal sucks my dad molested till i was 13 and told but the sad part is my mom let him rape her older child when she was 9. and let me grow up in this house she worked and was drunk. i married 5 times each one was worse then then tne one before from drud addicts to drunks or love to hit me, what a fool i must be. then to top it of my next door neighbor murdered my oldest son in front of me. Chased him down like a dog and shot him 4 times in the back and then had to blow his face off. the fucker was sentenced to life in prison. but the stupid laws in florida appeals court are give a him a new trail. that sucks cause i have to testify again and releive it all over again. having to sit outside the courtroom because cant go in cause I have to testify agaist him.that makes me so bad i wish i could kil him just like he did my son. he does not deserve to live.take a life i think you should pay with a life. then to top it off i married a crack head cause i couldnt be by myself. i lost a good paying job,my first new car and my house coulnd live there were he was killed when my son died. i stay locked in my house cant stand people.life sucks