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Posted by anonymous at September 7, 2011
Tags: Juvenile problems  2011 September

I'm a 16 year old girl who just started grade 11. Ever since grade nine I have had no confidence whatsoever. One day my friend was texting a boy off of her phone saying he should hook up with me ... he immediately said "Hell no, she is ugly as sin and a mutt." My friends laughed it off and told me not to take it personally but ever since that day I hate myself. As much as that's hard to admit out loud sometimes I truly do. I know my life isn't near as bad as others but people haven't walked in my shoes. I have gone through a few boys and I have a group of friends that I love more than anything in the world, but I get up every morning thinking about what this one kid said two years ago. Other guys have given me looks of disgust like that before and nobody realizes how much it hurts.
I can't do anything. I play guitar but I'm not good. I'm on the honor role but I float by barely and am never even close to the top of my class. I'm not pretty, athletic or creative. I can't even fucking whistle. I apologize for the rant but I have never said that out loud.
I truly agree that you can be addicted to a certain kind of sadness. It's been almost 6 months since I cut myself and almost thought about suicide but I don't know what to do anymore.


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By anonymous at 02,Nov,11 11:12

im 17 and yeh thats all pretty bad and i have been through some tough times aswell i started cutting myself in year 10 until i cut myself pretty deep this one time and i still remember my mums face when she came into my room and saw my arm bleeding out. she was so scared she didnt know wat to do she was in so much shock i went to the hospital and im all gd now but i swore to myself that from that day forward i would never do anything like that ever again because you are not only hurting urslef but u r also hurting everyone around u family, friends even a secret crush but u wont find out if u do something stupid. so please look after urself :)


By anonymous at 02,Nov,11 18:28

You need to seek professional help. There are people who can help you with the cutting, so you can stop and find out what's the root cause of your problems.


By anonymous at 02,Nov,11 20:50

Hey whatsup, whatever you do, DONT DONT DONT CUT YOURSELF OR COMMIT SUICIDE! I know you might feel like that right now, but your only 16! I'm 16 and I feel really bad for all the people that wanna do stuff like that but I'm sure you might think that idk what your talkin about. I've never really gotten sad or depressed but I'm just kinda annoyed with how slow highschools going and I just wanna hurry up, get my proffession and have a family. If you wanna have a good life its a simple trick: believe in that. If you wanna have a good life make it a good life. I know it might seem hopeless right now but don't worry you can always turn your life around. Find your resolve and you'll be good to go! Hahaha best of luck! :D


By anonymous at 02,Nov,11 23:53

Hey, Try not to be upset about what that guy said. He is likely a person who doesn't think before they speak. It's hard but try to forget the comment be because it's not true! U r only 16, as years go by everyones appearance changes and those who speak poorly on others likely change more negatively than those receiving it. I looked like a geek at 16 and nOw I look completely different it's been 10 years. It may be hard tO stop remembering what they say, but don't let those affect u. Continue to work ur dreams reach ur goals and finish school :) u r loved by who u r from other ppl no one is perfect. Dont be sad or mad u can continue to rant and express urself but don't hate urself be cause u r amazing u got talent to play a gutiar and be on honor roll. Cherish life and drop face ur fears dot be Mad too :) be happy k?!


By anonymous at 03,Nov,11 15:15

please don't hurt yourself..
you have to remind yourself daily...
that you don't deserve to tell your own self
bad things.
You sound like a good person, remind yourself you are.
Some are born with the evil...I don't think you are one of those people.
Crappy teenage boy might be one of those people.
Teens these days with real feelings, are hard to find!
THESE ARE THE DAYS OF HALF NAKED TEEN GIRLS RUN BY A SOCIETY OF OLD BUSINESSMEN. That is not real life! You ARE WORTH MORE!!


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