well my life as i sed sucks i hate my self more than anything i want to just leave this word... it all started when i was 10 my father start fighting with mom he hated me even know i was still small couldn't understand anything they are divorced now im the first at school trying so hard to graduate to pilots school here in my country but.. no.. when i start raising 70000 dollars it got cancelled i don't have a goal for my life now why take the chance threw it anyway? once my dad hits my mom so i started protecting her he hit me in my had i have a tumor now... so me and my mom hided in a room yet he started hitting the door with everything trying to break it i was crying my guts off telling him to stop.. god my life is an ass... my family is a 7 members im now 16 with suicidal feelings that im actualy looking for the tiniest reason to do it my brothers and sister never cares about me even know im the responsible one they don't give a shit about me they always treat me with shit and nasty stuff calling me gay and every possible word you can find im on drugs . alcohol . weed.. anything just to forget my life... i don't have friends im alone i don't go out at all unless it was an emergency.. never had a real girlfriend never been in love so what you think about my life? answere please | |
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