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Life sucks

Posted by S89 at August 16, 2011
Tags: Anger  2011 August  Family

The anger is so intense...anger at myself. Anger at my family. Anger at the situation. Anger about why things are the way they are.
5 years ago I was 16. My sister had a brain injury at the age of 19. Her independence, her job, her confidence, her friends, her potential in life was taken away. She is wheelchair bound and visually impaired.
My dad is depressed. He takes it out on us. All the time. Snide comments, looks, actions, constantly grinding me down. Walking on eggshells. It wrips my heart to bits to see the family so broken. No one understands because on the outside everything looks fine, I'm a normal 21 year old at university. So to the world everything is fine.
My mum ignores the situation. Never deals with anything, plays happy families and pretends everything is ok. Frustration.
My twin sister and I have grown apart. She has a busy life of her own and has little time left to listen to me. I'm so lonely. I'm in a lonely place Sad. Angry. Frustrated. Life sucks.


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By anonymous at 02,Oct,11 22:34

i'm sorry you are going through such a difficult time..bide that time will get out of your house, in 2 yrs prob..u can get pt job, have roommate and go to a community college-you can start a better life and have some hope. grab hold of a trusted adult to talk to if you can...clergy, school couselor, anyone you can find. you need and deserve some support in your plight. good luck

By anonymous at 08,Oct,11 16:13

Hang on in there x

By at 26,Nov,11 09:00

Walking in the presence of giants here. Cool thnkiing all around!

By anonymous at 05,Apr,13 11:06

You should move the fuck out of your parents home - you are too old to be sponging off them. Get a job while you're at it. They have a disabled daughter to care for, you insensitive clod.

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