Reading the stuff here I wish I had your life. I was born dead because of a lack of oxygen getting to my brain. to this day im more aggressive and less empathetic and i believe its due to brain damage. The doctors operated and I got back to life. I had a tiny scar when I was an infant from that and it grew with me. now it looks like i got cut in half and stitched back together when i take off my shirt. ive been to jail 7 times. for drugs. my parents were in a tiny deranged branch of the christian religion called plymouth brethern. that shit was insane. I got molested when i was 11 by some neighborhood kids in their basement. i went to a college that turned out to be a fraud. theres lawsuits across the country on them. cost me 83,000 at 18. you think its bad you dont have savings? try starting your life with 83k in debt at a ballooning interest rate.
bought a nice car turns out everything on it is fucked. 6500 to buy it 1800 in one week to repair it and 7000 in total repairs still needed. oh and i was lead to believe these huge money issues were over by some dirtbag fucks that told me id get a better job if i moved. i moved. bought a house. they never came through. as far as relationships go i have none. i gotta get this money dude. 6 days a week 15-16 hours a day i work. i cant declare bankruptcy because of how this loan is structured.
yea. i work 16 hours a day and i gain nothing and thats my reality. or at least i did. because after years of this i just collapsed. i walked out of my jobs and effectively ended my life. now im here with a bottle of vodka and a 45 because i cant do it anymore. i wish they never operated on me and let me die at birth. but dont worry people. jesus fucking loves you.
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Use that .45, I sure would if I had one myself. It wont get any better so why bother?
no money check
no opportunities check
criminal record check
depression check
no girlfriend check
shitty life check
no gun to kill myself uncheck BOOM!!!!!
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