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fuck this

Posted by over it at July 30, 2011
Tags: Addictions  Anxiety  Drugs  2011 July

Well what can I say, I'm 19, I've abused drugs since I was 14 mainly weed, alcohol, mdma, meth and few others here and there. I recently quit and am trying to live sober but it's hard cause when i stopped i started suffering from anxiety and depression. I have few friends but the ones i do have don't give a fuck cause there still crack heads.
I've completely fucked my body and mind, I don't want to be like this forever, but i don't think ill ever recover. The doctors want me on meds but I don't want to pile more cocktails of drugs in my body.
Soldier on I guess..


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i think nature will slowly heal you. you may never be as great as you could have been, but you'll heal up pretty good with time.
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By anonymous at 25,Sep,11 16:59

Go under ground bro ,plant the seed of a new you ,get some you time,relax and workout,eat good,find interest in something thats free ,save some money and focus on a holiday / go travel.Your young and you can erase a pointless past.

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By anonymous at 29,Sep,11 16:44

no how u feel am in same boat but older than u and been rinsin earlier, no 1 wants to live like that i dont its shit aint it, cant offer any advice need sum myself, just take everyday as it comes sf.

By anonymous at 15,Dec,11 01:03

dude good job on taking down the other meds nigga ull pick back up dont worry we just gotta stop doing the shit balence our the brain chemicals in our heads and well be set forrrreal

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