Life sucks bigtime,
i am a sad 27 year man .. i had like 2 girl friends longest relationship was 6 months and that was 10 years ago. I used to not look so bad but i have put on weight like no one's business. I am fat and no girl looks twice in my direction.
i have lots my work i have no food, i met a girl that gave me her number and i though OMG MY LIFE DOESN'T SUCK!!!
but it turns out she needed a lift to a party and i was the designated driver, she then became my friend ... i am so inlove with her now its not even funny and i once brought that up hoping that she might love me or even just like me too, well needless to say that didn't happen, she laughed in my face cause she thought it was a joke even after i told her i am serious she insists that i am joking. She has since moved in with me cause she had no place to stay and she lives here .. but its killing me to see her every day .. and see all the guys that she invites over and the sock on the door.
i NEVER receive a phone call or get a text message .. EVER!!! i stay home .. which i might not have for very much longer .. no food, no one i can turn too,
sometimes i feel like ending this pathetic existence .. if you can even call my life that, i have no friends excluding this girl that lives with me now, no family, i dont go out at night or out in general cause basically .. its a waste of time .. drunk women wont even talk to me .. never the less sleep with me or even consider a long term relationship.
i am so sick of feeling useless and worthless and whot not but i dont think i will be able to end my life cause no matter how bad it gets some days i need to find out how its going to end .. its like a book or movie .. i watched 2012 the movie and it anoyed me was too boringly long but i had to see it end.
I really dont want to end up alone .. on my death bed i wont be able to look back on my life with nostalgia cause .. i have no life. i wont have a legacy it will be as if i never even existed. the only person that would notice i am dead or gone is this girl .. but only cause there is no one that does the washing up and the stench might get to her eventually,
oh well .. my life sucks i know there are ppl that have it worse than i do, but dont belittle my suckage by saying yours is worse .. cause its personal and that is my story. | |
Best of luck man.
Hope u feel better soon..
2.He who experiences the unity of life sees his own Self in all beings, and all beings in his own Self, and looks on everything with an impartial eye.
3.However many holy words you read, however many you speak, what good will they do you if you do not act on upon them?
4.Just as a candle cannot burn without fire, men cannot live without a spiritual life.
5.On life's journey faith is nourishment, virtuous deeds are a shelter, wisdom is the light by day and right mindfulness is the protection by night. If a man lives a pure life, nothing can destroy him.
6.The only real failure in life is not to be true to the best one knows.
7.Work out your own salvation. Do not depend on others.
8.You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.
9.what comes around goes( your life is in a wrong turn and it will be better for you in the future)
i hope this is a good thing for you
so god bless you and i hope you get a girl quick no one is ugly from the inside and the pretty people that act like idiots are just horrible people and there going in your direction to live a bad life and you are going to go up for the
life is not about getting a girlfriend,
there is a lot in life, help poor people in the world and be happy
life is not about just getting a girl in life
Okay just becuase you like a girl doesnt mean you should allow her to use you like this. she needed a lift, thats fine, but now she's using you to have a place to stay, much worse inviting all these guys over your own house? You mentioned that you lost your job and don't really have any food in the house. if youre havng this much trouble, why invite another burden into the house?
The moment she came to live in your house, you shold have set some boundaries and make her understand that this home belongs to you and what you say goes. she should also contribe to the bills. You are letting her think she can do anything. YOu need to put these "crush" feelings aside and put yourself first. If it is hurting you to see a woman you like who doesnt like you back, then perhaps she needs to leave for your sake.
You said you have no friends but yet you said its a waste of time getting out and surrounding yourself with people. How do you expect to make friends if you chain yourself inside your home all day?
"drunk women wont even talk to me .. never the less sleep with me or even consider a long term relationship."
Why would you want drunk women to talk to you, anyway? what good they? If you are this sensitive and quick to call life a waste, then the last thing you need is a woman who's a big party girl and might break your heart. YOu sound really desperate to get any girl who's willing to look at you. You gotta stop that! If you have no self-love and no confidence in yourself, then you are in no position to be invovled in a relationship in the first place. becuase how is a woman going to respect you if you wont even respect yourself?
I strongly advise you to try get your life straighten out. there are thousands of people without a job right now, so it's not just you. get off the couch, try to get out there and search for jobs. In the meantime, do some of your favorite hobbies and gain some confidence.
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