First I went to a private catholic school for nine years. Locked up in the house not even able to date till I was 18. Married the first guy to get the "fuck out of dodge" and ended up with a man who never worked, was on drugs and was mentally abusive. Seven years of hell went by after two kids. the kids were the only thing good about the marriage... DIVORCED. Then, on a rebound married another jerk that lasted 4 years, had another kid. I love him. Then lived with another ass hole for 7 years. Drugs and total ass idiot "AGAIN DID NOT WORK" I worked like a dog all my life. Went to school got my teaching degree and taught for 10 years happy, UNTIL, the big recession and layoff of teachers. I am single with two ADULT kids, spoiled, who pay NOTHING living off of me.....I am trying to keep my home on a salary half of what I made, can not buy food, NO MONEY..... I was on unemployment for almost 1 1/2 years. Now in my new PART TIME JOB with no benefits with an ok life that should be grand. BUT NO.... the people I work with are MEAN and vicious...... and do nothing but be critical of me and newbies. They have nothing to lose and they are on a Tenor. That means they can be a BITCH and not fucking care about others and their welfare. TODAY my life sucks, because of our economy,,,,,,,,,, Ready to jump several bridges but do not because of my religious upbringing. This has what has stopped me from committing the bigh "S" all my life. | |
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