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new years eve (11:30) what a great start!

Posted by anonymous at January 17, 2010
Tags: January 2010  Philosophical

The world is cheering and partying for another year to start and to stay alive another year, they’re happy to enjoy another year of they’re life’s… while I’m crying and wondering why I have to live…
In the bathroom under the hot water running… the tears following after the drops of water…
Laying apart in thousand peaces on the cold ground without feeling anything…
I’m breathing but I feel more dead than dead…
Tears stream down my face like a waterfall…
Everything‘s black… my eyes are wide open but the world is so dark…
On floor…the water running…
The heavy drops of water falling on my skin… its like water’s trying to hurt me too…
I can’t think of anything… I can’t feel anything…
It hurts like it never did before… I’m screaming… but it’s so quiet…
My heart’s bleeding but I don’t see the blood…
There’s no one that could hold my cold hand or bring me a cloth to put on my heart so it stops bleeding…
There’s nothing good now…
I look up… I see the square small white roof…
I hardly move my arms up…slowly open my fist’s…whispering:” dear god… what did I do? … Please dear god tell me what did I do that I deserve this? … Whatever it was, was it so bad that I deserved this? …”
I cry…I cry…
The tears don’t stop…
They come and come… its like my hearts uncolored blood is bleeding out from my eye’s…
It couldn’t hurt any worse…
I can’t feel any worse…

When is this going to end?


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By anonymous at 19,Jan,10 06:08

Dude what happened???
What did u do?
By anonymous at 19,Jan,10 08:39

what do u think? i tried to kill myself but didnt work! and no one found out about it, awesome right?
i know i didnt write my story, is weird... and what ur reaally suposed 2 do on this wbsite is to write why ur life sucks , i did write my story once , but i just wanted other people to read this thing too , idk why. u can read my story in the december entries its called "my hopeless life..." december 25/2009 , but trust me my life is worse now

By anonymous at 19,Jan,10 17:51

Ok look things are going bad all the freaking time.... u have to be strong... we all had bad times and the only sure is that we will have in the future too but DONT give up.... killing yourself is not a solution.... and make the others know for it is just a way to look for attention... do u really want the others to know about how weack are u?
Dude u need to trust and love first your self and then the others... I hope the best for u ...
please try to see something good in your life...something that deserves to stay alive... there is something... u just need see clearly... Dont give up...

By anonymous at 19,Jan,10 21:41

That was very poetic and beautiful.
By anonymous at 20,Jan,10 04:31

what was beautiful??? the story of the kid who she wants to kill her self??? u fucking serious?
By anonymous at 20,Jan,10 10:52 Fold Up

thnx, it was just something i wrote, and i know its not beautiful because it was about killing myself, but im happy that someone liked it :)

By take a look at it! at 24,Oct,13 21:34

iG235Q Really informative article.Much thanks again. Great.

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