LIFE SUCKS

My life is filled with emptiness

I have a life that most would want...but on the inside its filled with emptiness..
Worked hard to get through college and was able to a high paying job in a MNC. But in this process i've missed out on life.I'm secretly in love with a girl for almost 7 yrs now and still haven't been able to communicate this to her and shes out there screwing all my friends. It hurts me. Just found out today that my brother is having a dysfunctional marriage and is about to get divorced. I love my family but they are not in peace with themselves and this is slowly killing me on the inside.my mum and dad always fight with each other and now its the same trend with my bro too. i have a couple of friends whom i care for but they have let me down everytime. i'm lonely...and it sucks that i have anybody to share my feelings with. workplace is not great either...people are always trying to dump their work on you and steal the credits. All this has made tired. the only way by which i can keep negative thoughts out is by working and this has turned into a vicious cycle.its sucking the life out of me.......