We are all here, we are all going to die. Nobody will give a shit if I end my life tonight. So why the fuck not? Because I'm a coward. That's why. I'm a fucking coward.
If you're still with us......Talk to me..or someone you can trust...I'll listen to you. and so will the right people..people who love you will never be the same again without you...I know what that feels like..so..please..I will listen..I will be waiting:>
If you are still with us...cowardice has keep me alive countless times in the last 45 years. Fear of death is normal and real. Meanwhile it has been possible to lighten up some of the awful pain I feel inside by reading certain books and seeking help many times. Word of caution: If you tell a Professional shrink you're gonna off yourself they are required by law to report it to the authorities. I just told them what was bothering me and never told them what I intended to do about it! Any way they helped a lot. I mean really a lot. One other thought: I am certain almost everything that deeply fucks us over happens early in life. To make sure this shit doesn't start all over again i have avoided reproduction. Good luck and God Bless you if you are still among the living.
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