I'm turning 42 Monday and gotta say life has been shity . 3 failed marriages , have lost every damn thing . Lost my Job ( was a good paying job) was kicked out of my home . I now stay in a friends basement . Child support has nearly destroyed me , they are taking nearly 40 percent of my check for one child , and that's making minium wage !! With th job I have now I gotta wait a whole freaking year before I can get insurance , need to see a dentist bad . Have no friends and forget about having a g/f , can't afford that either . Just so damn disgusted with my so called life , that I really don't see a way out . Seems like anything I put my hands to goes to shit or backfires .not even sure why I'm even writing this ... I guess I'm just venting , I really don't expect things to get better . | |
Failed marriage # 1 the x was screwing around on me during the time my mother was dying from cancer .
# 2 started working for a women's shelter and all men suddenly ( 4months ) became scum of the earth , so she filed for a divorce .I loved her and didn't want a divorce .
and if you need to be happy just help one person each day and dont expect to get help back . if you have a bread to eat give half of it to the one who has none !
you will have more friends than anyone on this earth .
i dont do that , but if you really have nothing to do ... take my advice seriously !
I also had a lot of bad luck in my life,... got depressed and start using drugs and all that sh*t ( I fell in a deep black hole)... But one day I told myself to fight all of my problems and look at the better side of life.. start doing some sport and sh*t. Now my life has changed.. evrything is just fine again:)
Grtz
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