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it really sucks

Posted by neverhappy at February 13, 2011
Tags: Death  2011 February  Philosophical  Tragic Events

I never had friends had a dad that really wanted a boy drank away my adult life. My husband shot himself infront of me while I was pregnat with my baby. I have no skills no money am old and worn out and can't get hired if my life depended on it. About ready to be homeless in a very cold climate. My dad just died and now I found out my daughter has depression and health problems and no health insurance.
Please don't worry about the gf bf or if you are popular. You have time to change it if you don't waste your time like I did. Now I can't find a way to move on no matter what I try. I went back to school and still can't get hired.
There is no where to turn but the only thing I know for sure is Im not taking the cowards way out. It won't do me any good and really really screws up other people like I wouldn't want my worst enemy hurt.
You have time mine pretty much ran out and I have to live with the mistakes I made. No way to make up for them now. Im just kinda waiting for it to be over and hope I don't end up in a cardboard box or in a welfare nursing home where you don't even get to eat when or what you want. And get bathed by someone I don't know when I don't feel like it.
Pills didn't help prayers didn't help talking didn't help. Im just waiting. DON'T waste your time make your life better in anyway while you Find a way NOW while you can. Even if you try to make a difference to someone else and help them. Best way to help yourself is too help someone else. I don't even have resourse to do that.


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By anonymous at 09,Mar,11 14:18

If yur duaghtert has health problems They will not isure her. get on edicade or nedicare or both. I fshe she is disabled then you can get disability insurence which is only $3 month I Georgia. Places that make parts for Japnease cars are hitring no high school diplmia required. Honda Locks and Honda transmaission are hiring Huandyi where themake the Sonota and the Forrester is also hiring and at Honda transmission you would $15 an hour 40 hours a week. If your duaghter is young enough you come Bremen Lagrange Carrollton or Tallapoosa Georgia. is where these jobs are but your could get on peachcare which is for children. I had who her boyfreind shooting himself. she threatend to leave him if he didn't quit doing drugs. He killed himself the day before mother's day. I am helping her now.

By anonymous at 20,Sep,11 16:55

i am so sorry for what happened to you..and i admire you for wanting to help other people and encourage them not to waste their lives...
i know this might sound stupid but have you tried to get a job as a housekeeper in a hotel or something? i know they always need people for that, and age doesn't matter...please don't give up on yourself, for your daughter's sake, she needs you...and if you survived all the bad things that happened to you, you can get through this..good luck...

By smashing top seo at 25,Oct,13 08:44

ZnUKov Major thankies for the blog.Thanks Again. Will read on...

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