im 15 soon to be 16 in march
my dad is an abusive alcoholic
my mom is too forgiving
i no longer have any real friends
the only thing that i feel has ever truly cared for me is my pet cat and he was killed by 2 fucking dogs yesterday
i am a failure in ALL subjects at school
and all the girls think im ugly and disgusting because i have a lot of acne and oily skin (ive tried every thing
i want to commit suicide but always get scared at the last minute
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I don't have any answers for you and i can't really offer any help... But please don't feel that suicide is the only way out... Things are not always the best for myself... but i figure there's gotta be a happy ending to this long story and i guess i'm determined to get there... Life has alot of ups and downs, things might not get better any time soon but one day you might look back and be happy that you choose to live. It might not be much encouragement but i'll keep you in my prayers. Please don't give up.
So just stick it out...high school SUCKS!!!! College is AMAZING! DO anything you can to go if nothing but for the experience. You'll have a much bigger pool of friends to choose from and won't have to deal with jerks messing with you and everyone is just so much cooler. High school kids are petty and cruel and stupid. Please believe me, we've all been there :) good luck! Don't give up on life!!
dont be sad... you are teenager, so its completely normal.
u are just like most of the people all over the world.
You were created on this earth for a purpose, you have meaning, dignity and value. Please don't give up.
I also am very sorry about your cat. I had a pet when I was younger who was killed by a car and it was difficult. Time can only heal those wounds. Look up and know, you are loved!
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