Just want you all to know that despite your pain and hurt, life will get better for you. No matter what the circumstances, you must believe it will get better. Focus your energy on any good things you encounter. Whether it is the sun rising, or the fact that the mean person in your life is not around at the moment. Bad times pass. Good times come. This is the way life is, for better or worse. We have good times, we have bad times. Sometimes it seems like there is no goodness between the badness. But it is there. And if you do not believe it, goodness will not come.
Close your eyes, imagine life the way you want it. Hold on to that vision, no matter what comes in between you and that vision. Hold on and the vision will come back. Believe you are meant for better things, and better things will find you. I pray for those of you who have expressed your pain and sorrow and unfortunate circumstances in life. God will be with you, and in the end, those who are last shall be first. YOu will indeed have your true life in Heaven. But not if you take your own life. Leave it to the will of God. He will find you in all the madness, comfort you and take you into his kingdom. There you shall dwell with him forever, and the pain and sorrow of this life shall be replaced with happiness you cannot imagine right now. Believe it, and it shall be yours.