Life can suck so frickin badly. So i started this advanced class kind of a thing. All those people are like tight cuz they've been in eachothers classes for years. i just joined. they are not mean, but i mean, girls are girls, and in a group all the time. I feel so left out. so i spend all my classes pretty lonely. I barely see my other friends anymore. and after a while, some dont even say hi anymore. i have realized ive got no real good friends. no one i could confide to, no one to talk to. ive been forgotten and in the midst... not really with those girls, but no longer really with the other friends. i feel so lonely.... parents hate eachother, my mom screams at my dad every chance she gets. got no siblings i could talk to. and i mean, im not even that smart. i dont think so. i feel so stupid in math. and wish i could be more outgoing, but its not like im that shy. Got too much to do right now, i always procrastinate so much, like right now, hate myself. no guy there either. not good at anything, im not that pretty, not that athletic, not that smart, not that talkative, not, not....i feel so sad....9:24 and definitely not done w/ hw, i probably could've but i, just...didn't do it so fast and effectively. wats wrong with me? i cant help feeling sad and lonely... i mean, i get how my life isnt as bad as many others but somehow, im just not happy. sometimes i just dont get the point in life. study, study, fuckin study all day to get into some fancy college, then studdy, study, to get some fancy degree, then work, work,work, to get some frickin green paper. is there some love out there 4 me, that shitin fairytale kindaf thing. doubt it. life just aint perfect. and at the end we all die, never again to open our eyes and live...
but this life is just so boring and depressing, same thing everyday, gettin ditched by friends, walking alone in the halls. how did i get to this. to this sadness, to this stupidity, why cant i even concentrate? why the hell am i writing here right now when i should be doing hw and studying for quiz? why,why whwywhywdlkvjain; afkln;v;nsv; | |
A: 1) There is no god.
2) There is a god, but, he doesn't care about people or perhaps he hates people.
That showcases the irrationality of believers. God created the devil and hell so he can send people there that don't worship him? It's a fairy tale invented by man to keep people in line. Wake up people.
i agree all we have to do is study, but only because we are afraid, because the world today makes you feel like shit if you don't have alot of money.
just stop being so scared save a little money and start traveling i assure you seeing all kind of people and cultures working on the way for cash as a waitress somewhere and smiling a lot more would make your life worth living.
it's funny im writing this because i truly believe it, but for some reason i don't act this way, i have done it for 6 months and came back home with this girl i knew while traveling. either way you look at it, being on the road is the cure for missing the point in life
I see a lot of posts on this site refuting God, and this really makes me sad. We do need God in our lives, if for nothing else, than so we don't focus exclusively on just ourselves and our own problems.
You're the one who can change things in your life, more than anybody. You can discipline yourself to do the things you need to do. Really, nobody else can do this for you.
You can't change other people, but you can change you.
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