I hate my life. My parents hate me, I only have two friends (one of which hates me), AND I have been abused mentally and physically. My own father has called me retarded and stupid, then he got mad at me because I cried. You don't say that to a thirteen year old girl. I heard them talking and they said that "they didn't know what they were going to do with me and that they were tired of me." They wouldn't care if I killed myself and they would be better off without me anyway. Your thinking "Whatever, thats not so bad." Bull crap. I'm so freaking pissed right now its not even funny. I have been hurt in so many ways and I can't do a thing about it! I cry myself to sleep hoping the next day I won't fight with my parents. I can't vent to ANYONE because nobody CARES and because I only have two friends. My heart has been broken so many times and I don't know what to do about it. I swear, sometimes I feel like just letting go and giving up on everything. I really do. Everyone thinks I just want attention, but I don't. I just want to be loved and have friends. Nobody understands my hurt or my pain. My boyfriend broke up with me because he said he wanted to be single. Then that day his cousin told me he was cheating on me the WHOLE FUCKING TIME. Now he is going out with a girl that said she would never do anything to hurt me. Can't get worse right? Wrong. My parents are now going through a divorse and i'm moving to a little 1 bed 1 bath apartment with my mom and lil brother. LIFE IS A BITCH, IT SUCKS THEN YOU DIE...
Well, my dad is in the hospital. He went to a bar and got drunk and being the retard that he is, is tries driving home. He got into and accident,and his insurance wont pay ANYTHING. Now my mom is stuck paying for medical bills. I went to go visit him but he refused to see me. He told the nurse to tell me he hates me and that I am the reason he is in this mess. She told me he didnt mean any of it and that it was just the drugs but i know my dad. Oh, and my mom is pregnant. Turns out she was cheating on my dad for TWO FUCKING YEARS!!! Her boyfriend got her pregnant and ditched my mom. Later my mom found out HE HAD TWO OTHER WIVES AND A GIRLFRIEND!!! LIFE IS A BIG BITCH! | |
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Damn right it can. You're dad called you retarded. You said it yourself, you're a 13 year old girl. Thats not bad. Stop crying and being pissed. My dad would scream "BITCH!" in my sisters face and smack her repeatedly. I hardly acknowledge that as bad. Stop whining. Life is a bitch. Suicide is weak. A losers way out.
Go to a counselor or something, get moved away.
He'll make everything better...you dont see that right now..But trust me...One day this world will end..Well your world will end..Where are you going when you die??..just think about that for a second...and then tell me the reason why your going to that place when you die...you CAN go to heaven...all you have to do is exept that Jesus Christ died on the cross for the worlds sins...including you and all you have to do is exept that He died for you..and believe that you ARE a sinner..And your saved...Is as easy as that...I hope you dont kill yourself God has a specific plan for your life He loves you...And just ending your life is not a good thing..it maby as you think but its not..just wait on God...And if you do get saved..Trust that God knows what Hes doing in your life..It may not make since to you right now..But trust me..IT WILL in the long run..Ive had many friends that have wanted to kill themselves but didnt...And got SAVED!!
It can happen just have a little faith...The bible says...John 3:16
For God so loved the world that He gave His ONLY begotton son that whosoever believes on Him should NOT parish but have EVERLASTING life...I THINK THAT PREETY EXPLANITORY...PLEASE..Dont miss out...Because God will come one day...Will you be Ready?? Thanks! And I hope everything works out for you!! :)
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