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I am alone

Posted by chris at November 2, 2010
Tags: Family  Friendship  Money  2010 November  Racial

My father went to prison for murder when i was 4. My mom was diagnosed with cancer when i was 12. I had big ears and buck teeth as a kid. the other kids would call me stuff like "buccaneers" and "monkey boy". Im also not 1 race. People mistake me for arabic or spanish or just dont know what i am. All the friends i ever had fucked me over. My best friend greg had a black dude rob me at gunpoint for 187$. My other friend mike who ive known for 10 years stole an idea of mine for a coffee shop AND is using the name i gave him without giving me a job! I used to be so full of hope but now i dont trust anyone. I believe everyone is out for themselves. Its funny how as kids we are so anxious to become adults. But being an adult is just about MONEY. Even if you find someone to love you money will always be the underlying factor. The fucked up fact is: the government makes the money. YES! They print it themselves god didnt give it to them and say you only have this much so make it count.NO they fuckin make the money and make all of us fight for scraps. Life Sucks. I dont even like animals anymore. they too are selfish only showing loyalty to the next person with a bone in their hand. If it wasnt for my love of marijuana i would have killed myself or more likely someone else. Thank the Cannabis plant for making life suck a little less.


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By anonymous at 08,Nov,10 15:15

cannabis makes you paranoid. just think about that.

By anonymous at 08,Nov,10 21:30

Your friends fucked you over, get over it! It happens to everyone! Yes, money is important in life, but, it's definitely not the most important thing. You will understand this when you find a good friend, and a good woman. Stop smoking so much weed. My guess is that you hardly ever venture out of the house. If this is true, how do you expect to meet good people? Shitty things happen to everyone, the key is to get over it and move on.

By anonymous at 08,Nov,10 21:36

maybe you got fucked over so many times because you let yourself to get fucked over, stand up for your shit.
By anonymous at 08,Nov,10 21:37

not asking you to go all Allah akbar n blow yourself up, just less passive.

By anonymous at 08,Nov,10 22:48

life sometimes sucks but just remember you are valuable im sure someone out there will value who you are and will be there for you

By B-Don at 09,Nov,10 17:49

Yeah weed does make life suck a little bit less, but then again it's considered an illegal drug. It's a fucked world ya know. So so fucked up.

By anonymous at 09,Nov,10 18:42

Weed may seem like it helps but it will actually just make you too lazy to do anything about your problems. frankly I enjoy fucking over potheads. its so easy. "why dont we just spend a few hours arguing over trivial nonsense instead of actually doing anything with our lives". Go ahead kill off a few more brain cells. remember as every pot head believes... "its harmless"

By anonymous at 28,Nov,10 19:38


By anonymous at 11,Jan,11 21:10

You're not a loser. Weed is great, but it does make you too lazy to take charge of your life, I speak from much experience. There are good people out there, people you can trust, it's just a matter of gravitating towards them instead of the dicks. And all adults worry about money, you just got to find something that makes it worth it, whether its watching a good movie or spending it on a vacation. And not everyone who loves you cares only about money, if they do, they don't love you. You've got to support yourself, but beyond that, i wouldn't worry about it, it'll just make you old faster.

By anonymous at 01,Apr,12 03:58

This world is mostly about money, I agree. A woman who loves you will sleep with the next man if her man is going broke or can't pay the bills. Weed is great, just don't smoke too much of it. And when it comes to money, don't give anyone anything unless you DON'T expect it back. If you do expect it back, you'll be in a world of hurt. I don't lend money to anyone except family or the really really fucked up.

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