I have always been a happy go lucky person, the sun always would shine for me.
Truth is I was sexually molested by my father up until I was 7, and then by a family friend when I was about 8. I have been fortunate to find a therapist who is fantastic. Finally found a man who gave me an orgasm at 32, but who turned out to be a self centered jerk. We have two kids who treat me like their father, dirt. Life treats me like dirt. Everyone treats me like dirt. Feel like dirt.
The sun does not shine for me anymore. What hurts the most is the children.
They use me. I am tired. Really tired. I think I am done. | |
1. Eat a bullet.
2. Kill everyone: then eat a bullet.
3. Hit the road and never look back, (at this point what do you have to lose? A loving family... hahahahah
Get out more.
Find some friends who share your interests.
Note: I keep fish, reptiles and amphibians and belong to a fish club and a reptile club.
There is no one outside of God that can help. Even He is silent most of the time through the toughest damn times of our life. I Have no idea why. Come visit me at www.lifebyphil.com. Been through a lot of crap but there is a reason for it. Make a comment and maybe you can help encourage people as well. Phil
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