I hate my life. My parents hate me, I only have two friends (one of which hates me), AND I have been abused mentally and physically. My own father has called me retarded and stupid, then he got mad at me because I cried. You don't say that to a thirteen year old girl.i heard them talking and they said that "they didn't know what they were going to do with me and that they were tired of me." They wouldn't care if I killed myself and they would be better off without me anyway. Your thinking "Whatever, thats not so bad." Bull crap. I'm so freaking pissed right now its not even funny. I have been hurt in so many ways and I can't do a thing about it! I cry myself to sleep hoping the next day I won't fight with my parents. I can't vent to ANYONE because nobody CARES and because I only have two friends. My heart has been broken so many times and I don't know what to do about it. I swear, sometimes I feel like just letting go and giving up on everything. I really do. Everyone thinks I just want attention, but I don't. I just want to be loved and have friends. Nobody understands my hurt or my pain. My boyfriend broke up with me because he said he wanted to be single. Then that day his cousin told me he was cheating on me the WHOLE FUCKING TIME. Now he is going out with a girl that said she would never do anything to hurt me. Can't get worse right? Wrong. My parents are now going through a divorse and i'm moving to a little 1 bed 1 bath apartment with my mom and lil brother. LIFE IS A BITCH, IT SUCKS THEN YOU DIE... | |
You're right about life being a bitch..then you die. I even put that on my facebook motto. But I think that when you move, you control your life. No need to bloody be slapped around by anyone. Just wait till you have your own life:) Things will get better.
ahem..
ive been broken so many times in my short lyf
no one cares
ive been upset so many days all in a line
no one can bare
ive been let down so many times in my short lyf
its my fault
i take the time i lick my wounds
they taste like salt.
BU.
time wounds all heals
my lips are sealed wots the use in pretending
CH.
dont let go just now
you dont know why its happening and you dont know how
ull never fugure out how to mend
if you close ur eyes and run away again.....
hope it helps, but i doubt it :)
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