My life sucks so bad. I'm only 15 years old and I shouldn't have to live this life. My mom is an alcoholic who, every time she drinks, goes over board and makes me feel like shit, she told me I was nothing but a broken condom. Every time she drinks and falls on her ass and breaks something i'm the one who has to take care of her. Even though she's always telling me how much she hates me and this family and how she wish someone didn't stop her from committing suicide when she tried. I used to worry about her, but now I don't and can't feel any love towards her... My dad, is addicted to drugs and hates my mom but we're too poor for them too get a divorce. So i have to live with the constant fighting. My parents make me pick sides, and its so much stress. My dad is Bipolar and used to beat me and my sister as children. We were nothing but defenseless and sat through the never ending beating over something as stupid as eating his food. Speaking of food, my parents would buy all the good food for themselves and leave me and my sister with nothing. If we ate it, like I said, we'd most likely get beat. Have any of you ever had an emotional anxiety break down ? They suck, thats when i developed the habit of cutting myself. My parents don't care and wont care. When they found out I cut, they tried to get me admitted into the hospital just so they wouldn't have to deal with me anymore. It was me against everyone and somehow i still managed to get myself home the next day. My parents only care about partying so that's what they do. They spend so much money on drugs and alcohol, yet when my sister and I need clothes because everything we have is ripped or outfitted, we cant even get anything because they'd rather drink and smoke then take care of their kids. I had to grow up at a young age just to survive because if i didn't, things would be even worse for me. and this isnt even the half of it..... | |
i wish I could send you clothes but i dont know how.
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