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worst year ever

Posted by terraV at August 26, 2010
Tags: 2010 August  Money  Poverty  Relationship

my life right now sucks so much its hard to even get through each day. the year has been horrible. first of all i'm poor. my dad left and my mom struggles to even pay for food and other basic stuff. sending us to school is a battle. i often have little or no money. we don't have a car nor have we had access to one since my dad left. yet still i battle and study and try to make something of myself. it didn't work out that good. i failed a course pushing me back an extra semester. since i am funded for school this means i have to pay for this course with money i do not have, and since i didn't graduate i can't get a good job. that's just the start. i always used to work and try to get some extra to help out around home and have some money. i actually kept a positive outlook on life. i had a gf. it got serious. i gave her my all. all my time and effort. i loved this girl like no other. i swear i wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. we were even planning to eventually get married. obviously though, she left me, for someone else. in one night. destroyed my whole world around me. wait it gets worse. my grandmom who i lived with for a period of time when we got evicted, is dieing. she can't even qualify to do surgery to prolong her life. another big part of me gone. since the start of the year i have been getting rejected from every place i apply to or anything i try to do. being poor would suck right. until you consider that the little i do have was stolen from me. i was held up at gun point more than once this year. f*cking bandits who just held me up. took everything i had. the wounds from the robberies healed though, but the pain of it all doesn't go away. life and the world seems to be fucking me over everyday. i won't be surprised if right now someone is planning to shoot me in the leg, so i feel the pain but don't die. every morning i wake up to realise that my life only gets shittier.


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By anonymous at 09,Sep,10 22:13

well thers only 2 ways either going negative n suicidal or just whatever doesnt kill you makes u stronger way, that doesnt mean u have to always be happy n smile n be a bubbly cunt like some of em spoiled brats etc but just get on with life, do what you can as long as you can,do it to survive n all, and dont pray for god to fix your stuff(not saying you do) if anything show him a middle finger n show everyone how you can manage with your own guts.

By anonymous at 10,Sep,10 17:56

I know how you feel man. I got robbed last thursday..bastards came in through a little window in my room...took my new laptop, and a nice watch that I had..I had a girlfriend..we were together for 3 years..loved her like crazy..she died 2 years ago..haven't dated since. Watched both of my grandma's die from cancer..still have my grandpa..but he's getting very old. Had a best friend..he killed himself. Had 2 more..but don't see them that much. I know where your coming from friend..I wish I could give you some meaningful advice..but I can't. All I can say is when you feel like your in hell, keep on going.

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