So i was with my ex girlfriend for over 3 years, the start of this relationship i was incredibly happy. However, as time passed i became more insecure about the relationship..for no valid reason. I allowed external factors to influence my actions and cheated multiple times. I felt incredibly guilty following this and told my partner each time, we seperated a few times but moved passed it. last year we split up and had no contact for a few months before we started to sleep together again and become close. She had however already booked a trip away for a year to get away and clear her head, she left without even saying a proper goodbye which hurt massively. A few months later we began to have contact again through email culminating in agreeing to see each other when she returned from travelling and speaking about our relationship. This hope was destroyed a few days later by an update on her facebook of being in a new relationship and a failure to reply to my messages. In the end i sent a messages asking if she wanted to cut contact and wishing her the best for the future, she confirmed this as being the case. It would have been decent of her to tell me rather than finding out through facebook..although i guess its something i deserved through my past actions. I am struggling to move on...i was an idiot and i guess thats just something that will always stay with me | |
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